yesterday was terrible
i really need to stop believing in the saying, "it never rains, it just pours" because it's so damn true. yesterday just flat-out sucked. my tag line of the day was "my existance hurts." i woke up with a sinus migrane, didn't/couldn't go to my classes. woke up in a heavily medicated haze and got the equivalent of dumped (by a freshman too! -.-). got calls and a slew of emails about people not being able to work the study space when they're scheduled (learn to fill out an availability form!) and just bllllllaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh. i went with Elana to her house for deserts, etc. and it made me miss my mommy. i can't just go home for an evening like that. i mean i could but omg it wouldn't be worth it. (i have to be home for at least 3 hours to make going home worth it.) i have a time sheet here i need to fill out for my admin. work for SRG the other week and i seriously haven't been spending nearly enough time on my job w/ overheard and school work...i should probably do that at some point in the near future. i'm just thinkin. i've been eating really badly and not going to the gym so i feel fat and out of shape and just UUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH it's only tuesdaaaaayyyyyyy. and my plan to stay at school on the weekends got scrapped because Elisey's gonna be home this weekend, so i'm gonna swing home for an afternoon but i'm keeping it on the DL. ummmmmmmm yea. so now that it's poured, where's the sunshine?