Feb 17, 2005 00:12
i am so stupid and unreasonable sometimes...i don't know why i can't jsut get my act together..why must i make my life that much more difficult and stressful..it is completely unnecissary..i honestly don't know how much more of this i can take..i am driving myself insane, yet somehow my temptations always overpower my mind...i need this week to end quick!!!!!
on a brighter note, after this horrible week is over, my next 6 weeks are looking pretty sweet.. first midwinter break..las vegas here i come..then school for three weeks, one of which my sisters are coming home!!!!!!!!!!! oh wow...too much to handle..wait, i forgot, the weekend before my sisters come home is my 16th bday!!!!!! i have no idea what is going down for that yet..whether i am gonna throw something, but who cares..cake and presents are good enough for me:) and then we have mollie's wonderful bday!!!!! and then deall which is gonna be soooo hellllla chill.."fuck yes" and then spring break which will consist of complete relaxation...and for all of that i only have one word...AMEN!