today..
so today i woke up at 12:30 after having a very uneventful night of watching some horrible tv with my sister and then falling alseep to my night mix, as usual...then i some pretty stupid tv, and started my online drivers ed..that went pretty well i guess, nothing special, then i played with the love of my life, my puppy rupert..honestly EVERYONE should get a puppy, this is gonna sound really stupid and weird, but the love for ur dog is pure, as if it were my own child..weird i know, but i don't care becasue my puppy makes me happy..tonight i am gonna go see the play a White Christmas with my family, my mom likes the oldies.so far i have been very content with this break..however i need to stop thinking and worrying about the future and just focus on the day ahead of me b/c if u know me u know that i can stress over things that i don't need to be worried about yet and it makes me not enjoy the present...i am super excited for my oldest sister abby ot come home, however, it will be the last time in i don't know how long that both my sisters will be at home...my sisters and i will never all live under the same roof again, and that is an extremely sad thought, one that i have been trying to remove from my head....i have said it before and i iwll say it again but i don't know how i will live without sophie, it is not even comprehendable to me..and the worst part is that she is leaving in less then two weeks and niether her nor i have even began to recognize it...i am not ready for this...