I Believe -That the Fire is Here Today

Sep 30, 2012 23:52

So, I realize it's been FOREVER since I've posted.
Okay, not forever but... a long time.

I'm currently eating creamy Skippy peanut butter with a spoon. Straight out of the jar. Yes, it's my own jar. Yes, I know some of you say "eww gross!" and others say "whyyy?" and a few may say "lucky! You have your own jar!"
...well, that's cos I'm cool like that :)
not really, but yeah.

Currently listening to Delirious? while nomming this peanutty butteryness. I was playing Audiosurf for a bit, but I stopped. Gotta stop wasting my days playing games.
I really want to move into our house already so I can get a job and go back to college.
At this point, I don't even care if I end up at Burger King. I just want a bloody job! >:(

So, a few months back, I fell off the bottom step in Gramma's basement. I forgot there was another step, fell right on my butt. Caught it on camera and everything. Well, ever since then, I've had on and off pain in my right foot. And right now, it's acting up. It hurts >.< like, the muscle across the inside and topish (a bit) of my arch.
And, of course, because I don't have medicaid, I can't go get it checked out. -_- so I'm stuck dealing with it.
I'm so tired of "just deal with it" with all these medical things. ESPECIALLY the friggin' headaches.

Now I have wandered into an amazing part of the internet, and am currently listening to Martin Smith's song "Waiting Here For You". One of his solo-released songs. I love his voice. His words are beautifully written, and back when he was still a part of Delirious? (before the band retired), their music saved my life. ♥ I'll forever love their music. And his :)

I found a vid on YT where someone uploaded Martin's song "Catch Every Teardrop" so now that's on repeat. I LOVE that song so much. I need to find the instrumental music to it as well as the vocals sheet music so I can sing it.
I LOVE THIS SONGGGGG ♥

*fades off into musical lalaland*
~Mango

delirious, happy, life, music

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