Mar 15, 2010 20:52
Ugh... I don't feel good. No, not in the "my tummy hurts" way. More like in the... today just plain SUCKS way.
It was almost 6:30 when I finally got up the nerve to call Caleb (I have no idea why I was so nervous to call him all day.. logic says I shouldn't've been). And of course he was busy, talking with someone else or whatever. *sighs* I can't remember if he said he'd call me, or if he said to call him.
I don't even know what time is okay to attempt to call him back. I feel like crying. I really do. I mean, everything was totally fine and cool too. But I just feel totally... not fine. And of course I'm suddenly cold all over. *sighs again* I just want to talk to him... it would make me feel better, it really would.
Today has been utter, utter suckfail. I just want to rip my hair out and scream. It really really sucks...
and all I want is to talk to my Light.
confusion,
depression,
angry