May 23, 2003 18:34
I'm sitting here, having a lot of things on my mind lately. I don't know, but all of a sudden, things just flashed through my head. Things like Where is my career going? and Will I ever get another job?. I tend to think about shit like that ever since Boy Meets World ended. Boy Meets World was my life, I'll admit that. I've been on that show ever since I was twelve years old. Yeah, I've been in a couple of television movies, and guest starred on a couple of television shows but it's just not the same. I'm just looking at myself and seeing someone who's lost, someone who needs something, but can't figure out what.
I think after I see the guys perform once again, that I'm going to head for home. That is if I can't find work. I doubt it they'll have shit for me here in Vancouver. I feel so lost. I feel as if my career has totally gone down the fucking toilet and it scares me. Sometimes I wish Boy Meets World hadn't ended. My agent says they're talking about doing a reunion movie, but it may just be a rumor to get my hopes up in finding some kind of work. Who knows. I've been seeing the rumors everywhere on the internet as well when I try to find some pictures to make icons with. Oh well, maybe they will and maybe they won't. I can sit here just hoping that I can find something soon, because I'm running out of money, and that's not good. Damnit, my life sucks.