and another one.
i thought that was it.
head fake!
one more blow.
i dont even know what to say to this one.
no explanations. no excuses. nothing.
wow. just wow.
and to think, when i saw you after what you did
i took care of you.
attempted to make you feel better and all.
i wouldve never guessed this one
but it wouldnt be this bad
if at least you told me.
if at least i heard it from you
and not have to find it myself.
for all i know, you didnt have any plans whatsoever to tell me this went down
"say it. just say it.."
i dont even know how to start!
you made me so furious in a matter of hours.
thanks for the effort to make it up to me.
bussing to my house at 3 in the morning just to bring me food to my door.
dont expect this to blow over that quick.
gawd, i put my trust out in the open for you
and you screw it over.
i wanna get even with you so badly
but its not in my nature to do that.
you heard how lightly i was taking it.
cause no matter what, somehow, i just cant be mad at you.
im furious, pissed, mad, angry, whatever you call it, multiply that by 5.
thats how i feel. but no, you saw & heard how much i sugar-coated it.
i hate how no matter how angry i am, how irritated i am at you, how much i dont want to see and speak to you,
i still do the opposite.
i still care.
say all the sorry's & i-messed-up's & can-i-make-it-up-to-you's
but its not gonna cut it.
i dont forgive.
shit happens right?