Updates, UPDATESSSSS~
Wakaka~ Time to update my boring and no life life, just to let a few concerned people know.
First thing first, I've met up some pretty cool artists since I've last blogged. One thing I've notice about people who create art - the wierder they are, the more artistic their productions are O_o Not a bad thing though. I like to associate with these people cos' they are unique in the sense that they don't really talk about stuffs like the normal people do, if you know what I mean. They have much more personalities, and most of them don't package themselves to conform to the social mirror.
Or rather, I like to associate with people who have out of the ordinary personalities. Maybe that's why my close buddies are... *Ahem!*
Oh ya, got to know a talented novelist called Shaun this month. Welcome to Pat's circle of artistry friends =P
And also I've got to meet up with Wilma! *Sob Sob* she is such a nice lady who spoke such knowledge that meeting one of her is better than meeting ten of others. Had a great time, and she treated us dinner to an expensive Japanese restaurant! (Whoa~!)
This is probably the month in which I'm developing my left brain the most. Hui Ying and I had quite intensive meetings for our mangas. Now I'm waiting for Hui Ying to complete some of the parts so that I can continue my role in the manga. Working as a team is great as each one of us contributed to each of our parts and in the end the whole thing turns up pretty well-rounded. I can't wait for Hui Ying to finish her scribbling! Hurry up girl!
And because Shaun had ever asked me about my portfolio, I started to prepare one in which I've kept them in my thumbdrive. I used to have one in DeviantArt but it deleted mine! *RAWR* It is on the basis that they are not original artworks and hence they are removed. What the ****! They are all painstakedly drawn and re-edited by me okay!
Haiz~
Anyway they are gone. And then I started to miss Geocities. Geocities is the best free hosting site that I've encountered so far with few ads and it also allows you to script your site from scratch. Alas~ It is gone. And together with part of my artwork as well! *RAWR again* I regreted not saving into my hard-disk.
And even saving into my hard-disk creates mountains of problems. I lost my important resumes and CVs because my computer crashed a year ago (?) and I didn't realised it till recently whereby I've intented to redraft my CV *spewing fire now*
Wah Lau Eh!
HaiZ~ Maybe it's fated? Maybe God is asking me to redo my stuffs again?
Dunno lah.
Duh.
Nothing much actually. Oh, and congratualtions to Serene Neo for getting a job! Wheeeee~~~~
One more thing. I've also decided to give my remaining facebook friends the scare of their lives at my no-life life in reality. If you scroll down and just briefly browse through the posts, you can see tons of Johnny's news. =o= what the heck am I doing for the past few months sia~
And have you heard of a quarter-life crisis? Well, one of my friend invented that, and she was so upset at that as she felt that she did not achieve anything in life so far. BUT! You should look at your definition of achievement! I believe everyone has achieved something definately. Academically, I was the treasurer of Choir in my secondary school, Secretary of Art Club in JC, and also got into a few competitions and won. I am especially proud of my design awards, as they are, to me, achievements that are different and difficult to achieve. Now I've got one. And then my other achievement is that I've made quality friends who are willing to believe in me and helped me! Now notice how difficult it is to have made such friends? My closest buddies are all tested and we've been through rough times, and probably because of that, we have developed a level of trust in each other and our friendship is difficult to break, well, maybe except one =_=
Let's talk about this buddy. I'm going to adjust some stuffs to conceal his identity.
I believe that a person's actions reflect his attitudes towards the other person. What would you say about a person who is perpectually late, not for a mere fifteen minutes, but for at least 1.5 hours without informing you his whereabouts? Frankly speaking, I was arranged to meet him a few weeks ago and he made me wait at the MRT control station for at least one hour without any notice given. I phoned him numerous times and he did not picked up the phone. And hence, at the end of one hour and fifteen minutes of standing, my irritation level had went up 50%, and I'm keeping it inside of me.
Finally, and I mean FINALLY, he called.
He had forgotten our arrangement! *RAWR RAWR RAWR!* Okay, he sounded apologetic and asked if he could come down from his house now (which is goddam far from our meeting place). Now my irritation level had peaked the scale as I told him repeatedly not to come already, and that I've got something else to do =_= (okay, I don't, but if I see him again in another hour time I would have spewed my anger onto him without constraint). Wah lau eh! Wasted about 2 hours of my life in which I could have went home and bathe.
And luckily God is kind to me, for he sent Hui Ying to pacify me.
And I complaint everything to Hui Ying lah, and she ganna all the steam from me.
For the next few days I went through an emotional rollercoaster. What the... Is he still interested in maintaining the friendship or not? I could no longer understand him, for firstly we had not met for so many years and secondly, his actions speaks otherwise. I'm so tired in trying to maintain my belief that I'm so totally ready to give the friendship up.
And after some weeks, he smsed me, which is very surprising cos' he never replied my smses. He asked about my mood and invited me to an outing somewhere in April.
So tell me, should I go?
Actually I don't think I should worry about it. Let's see what happens in April lor.
I've always consider losing a friend like me is a big loss to the person as I am one who is very commited to friendship. Okay, maybe you peeps couldn't tell, but this is what I am like. And beware! Once you lose me, you lost me. I shall be as firm as Serene in making this kind of decisions.
Sorry, too much rambling makes me look bad, so I shall stop. More rambles can be seen by having a password and getting approval by me. Haha~ So this journal is not as superficial as you peeps can see here. It's kind of semi-private and exclusive to a few buddies.
I don't care. This is my blog and it should go my way. No questions asked.
I think I shall stop here?
First thing first, I've met up some pretty cool artists since I've last blogged. One thing I've notice about people who create art - the wierder they are, the more artistic their productions are O_o Not a bad thing though. I like to associate with these people cos' they are unique in the sense that they don't really talk about stuffs like the normal people do, if you know what I mean. They have much more personalities, and most of them don't package themselves to conform to the social mirror.
Or rather, I like to associate with people who have out of the ordinary personalities. Maybe that's why my close buddies are... *Ahem!*
Oh ya, got to know a talented novelist called Shaun this month. Welcome to Pat's circle of artistry friends =P
And also I've got to meet up with Wilma! *Sob Sob* she is such a nice lady who spoke such knowledge that meeting one of her is better than meeting ten of others. Had a great time, and she treated us dinner to an expensive Japanese restaurant! (Whoa~!)
This is probably the month in which I'm developing my left brain the most. Hui Ying and I had quite intensive meetings for our mangas. Now I'm waiting for Hui Ying to complete some of the parts so that I can continue my role in the manga. Working as a team is great as each one of us contributed to each of our parts and in the end the whole thing turns up pretty well-rounded. I can't wait for Hui Ying to finish her scribbling! Hurry up girl!
And because Shaun had ever asked me about my portfolio, I started to prepare one in which I've kept them in my thumbdrive. I used to have one in DeviantArt but it deleted mine! *RAWR* It is on the basis that they are not original artworks and hence they are removed. What the ****! They are all painstakedly drawn and re-edited by me okay!
Haiz~
Anyway they are gone. And then I started to miss Geocities. Geocities is the best free hosting site that I've encountered so far with few ads and it also allows you to script your site from scratch. Alas~ It is gone. And together with part of my artwork as well! *RAWR again* I regreted not saving into my hard-disk.
And even saving into my hard-disk creates mountains of problems. I lost my important resumes and CVs because my computer crashed a year ago (?) and I didn't realised it till recently whereby I've intented to redraft my CV *spewing fire now*
Wah Lau Eh!
HaiZ~ Maybe it's fated? Maybe God is asking me to redo my stuffs again?
Dunno lah.
Duh.
Nothing much actually. Oh, and congratualtions to Serene Neo for getting a job! Wheeeee~~~~
One more thing. I've also decided to give my remaining facebook friends the scare of their lives at my no-life life in reality. If you scroll down and just briefly browse through the posts, you can see tons of Johnny's news. =o= what the heck am I doing for the past few months sia~
And have you heard of a quarter-life crisis? Well, one of my friend invented that, and she was so upset at that as she felt that she did not achieve anything in life so far. BUT! You should look at your definition of achievement! I believe everyone has achieved something definately. Academically, I was the treasurer of Choir in my secondary school, Secretary of Art Club in JC, and also got into a few competitions and won. I am especially proud of my design awards, as they are, to me, achievements that are different and difficult to achieve. Now I've got one. And then my other achievement is that I've made quality friends who are willing to believe in me and helped me! Now notice how difficult it is to have made such friends? My closest buddies are all tested and we've been through rough times, and probably because of that, we have developed a level of trust in each other and our friendship is difficult to break, well, maybe except one =_=
Let's talk about this buddy. I'm going to adjust some stuffs to conceal his identity.
I believe that a person's actions reflect his attitudes towards the other person. What would you say about a person who is perpectually late, not for a mere fifteen minutes, but for at least 1.5 hours without informing you his whereabouts? Frankly speaking, I was arranged to meet him a few weeks ago and he made me wait at the MRT control station for at least one hour without any notice given. I phoned him numerous times and he did not picked up the phone. And hence, at the end of one hour and fifteen minutes of standing, my irritation level had went up 50%, and I'm keeping it inside of me.
Finally, and I mean FINALLY, he called.
He had forgotten our arrangement! *RAWR RAWR RAWR!* Okay, he sounded apologetic and asked if he could come down from his house now (which is goddam far from our meeting place). Now my irritation level had peaked the scale as I told him repeatedly not to come already, and that I've got something else to do =_= (okay, I don't, but if I see him again in another hour time I would have spewed my anger onto him without constraint). Wah lau eh! Wasted about 2 hours of my life in which I could have went home and bathe.
And luckily God is kind to me, for he sent Hui Ying to pacify me.
And I complaint everything to Hui Ying lah, and she ganna all the steam from me.
For the next few days I went through an emotional rollercoaster. What the... Is he still interested in maintaining the friendship or not? I could no longer understand him, for firstly we had not met for so many years and secondly, his actions speaks otherwise. I'm so tired in trying to maintain my belief that I'm so totally ready to give the friendship up.
And after some weeks, he smsed me, which is very surprising cos' he never replied my smses. He asked about my mood and invited me to an outing somewhere in April.
So tell me, should I go?
Actually I don't think I should worry about it. Let's see what happens in April lor.
I've always consider losing a friend like me is a big loss to the person as I am one who is very commited to friendship. Okay, maybe you peeps couldn't tell, but this is what I am like. And beware! Once you lose me, you lost me. I shall be as firm as Serene in making this kind of decisions.
Sorry, too much rambling makes me look bad, so I shall stop. More rambles can be seen by having a password and getting approval by me. Haha~ So this journal is not as superficial as you peeps can see here. It's kind of semi-private and exclusive to a few buddies.
I don't care. This is my blog and it should go my way. No questions asked.
I think I shall stop here?