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I am starting to get really pissed off at my mom. She fuckin doesn't trust me at all and its really stupid. I go out my window to look at the stars cuz the night is really clear. My front door is noisy and there no way for me to go out that way without waking her up and I don't want her to wake up. So i'm outside looking at the sky and just taking in the peacefulness of the night. When I realize that my light somehow turned on. I'm fuckin sure it was off when I left and now its on. WTF either I got ghosts or it was my mom trying to check up on me. WELL SHE CAN GO FUCK HERSELF I DON'T NEED TO BE AROUND SOMEONE SO FUCKIN NOISY. I haven't fuckin done drugs in the longest of times. I only left through my window not to wake her up just showing consideration. I'd go out back but my house is in the fucking way. I'm really pissed and tired and feel like ranting at the moment. Other then that I can't wait to get out of the hell hole and move into the dorm rooms where I won't have someone breathing down my back 24/7.
Also people really piss me off. There many people who owe me money and its starting to get retarded. I'm so close to hurting them if they don't fuckin pay me back soon. I'm too nice to deserve people holding money from me. If I fucking let you borrow $60 because you a fuckin coke addict and you don't want you mom to find out that you spent your money you better sure as hell pay me back or you are going to be sniffing blood up your nose for a long ass time.
Also people really piss me off. There many people who owe me money and its starting to get retarded. I'm so close to hurting them if they don't fuckin pay me back soon. I'm too nice to deserve people holding money from me. If I fucking let you borrow $60 because you a fuckin coke addict and you don't want you mom to find out that you spent your money you better sure as hell pay me back or you are going to be sniffing blood up your nose for a long ass time.