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Hmm, no one updates anymore.
I usually have about 3 pages of updates to read when I'm gone for a few days from the computer, but now it's just a few. borrrringggg.
I guess people are just busy on the holidays.
My new years was...interesting.
Sunday started pretty horribley and almost ended up being the 5th new years I've sat around at home.
but I ended up going out over to Casey's and Greg's with Sean, and this other couple from up near Toronto were there as well [Christin and Justin]. We all got drunk and had fun, also went to some party. I saw someone there who was in my grade 9 gym class at Saunders, which was weird...
I bet she's graduated and attends collage or uni.
It's weird to think I'll never have a class I graduate with that I spend my whole high school years with. I'll never be able to look at a photograph of all the graduates, including me, and say "hey remember when jonny did this in this grade" and "remember how stephanie used to always do that one thing". I'll never have a "class of _______" party to attend in 30 years. I'll never go to prom.
High school for me is the complete oppisite of what it is for most people.
High school was the time when people stopped making fun of me, for most it gets worse.
I can't say I'll ever miss not having a prom, since I doubt I'd go anyways, but when I was younger I would have never guessed things would be like this.
I'm glad that there's not only just one way to live.
Anyways, back to new years...Sean and I were about the only couple not bickering by the end of the night, which was funny because we had a BIG argument earlier on.
I'm really happy being with Sean.
I think he's the only guy who ever really wanted something serious with me, whom which was actually my type completely.
I can only think of one or two people out of how many bazillion I've dated who weren't trying to just use me for some reason, or were just completely immature about everything. and in the end in those relationships we just didn't have enough in commen for it to work.
but this, it's like...perfect [at least as perfect as life will ever be- which is still pretty far from "perfect"].
just because I'm happy someone finally wants to be with me.
and will take it seriously and not be a complete BOY.
I know I've found something special because we want the same things.
and that's most important.
So, I may start a collection of 7" vinyl.
I've seen sooo many I've wanted over the period of my lifetime.
and speedcity gets stuff like the buzzcocks!
[and apparently theyre going to stop selling cds anyways]
My dad is going to try and find me a record player. woooo.
I don't really need cds now since I have an mp3 player to work with.
So, I can choose to collect whatever I want, and vinyl is pretty.
Anyways, how did everyone spend christmas and new years?
Mare? Meagan? Lindsay? Monika? Beki?
I usually have about 3 pages of updates to read when I'm gone for a few days from the computer, but now it's just a few. borrrringggg.
I guess people are just busy on the holidays.
My new years was...interesting.
Sunday started pretty horribley and almost ended up being the 5th new years I've sat around at home.
but I ended up going out over to Casey's and Greg's with Sean, and this other couple from up near Toronto were there as well [Christin and Justin]. We all got drunk and had fun, also went to some party. I saw someone there who was in my grade 9 gym class at Saunders, which was weird...
I bet she's graduated and attends collage or uni.
It's weird to think I'll never have a class I graduate with that I spend my whole high school years with. I'll never be able to look at a photograph of all the graduates, including me, and say "hey remember when jonny did this in this grade" and "remember how stephanie used to always do that one thing". I'll never have a "class of _______" party to attend in 30 years. I'll never go to prom.
High school for me is the complete oppisite of what it is for most people.
High school was the time when people stopped making fun of me, for most it gets worse.
I can't say I'll ever miss not having a prom, since I doubt I'd go anyways, but when I was younger I would have never guessed things would be like this.
I'm glad that there's not only just one way to live.
Anyways, back to new years...Sean and I were about the only couple not bickering by the end of the night, which was funny because we had a BIG argument earlier on.
I'm really happy being with Sean.
I think he's the only guy who ever really wanted something serious with me, whom which was actually my type completely.
I can only think of one or two people out of how many bazillion I've dated who weren't trying to just use me for some reason, or were just completely immature about everything. and in the end in those relationships we just didn't have enough in commen for it to work.
but this, it's like...perfect [at least as perfect as life will ever be- which is still pretty far from "perfect"].
just because I'm happy someone finally wants to be with me.
and will take it seriously and not be a complete BOY.
I know I've found something special because we want the same things.
and that's most important.
So, I may start a collection of 7" vinyl.
I've seen sooo many I've wanted over the period of my lifetime.
and speedcity gets stuff like the buzzcocks!
[and apparently theyre going to stop selling cds anyways]
My dad is going to try and find me a record player. woooo.
I don't really need cds now since I have an mp3 player to work with.
So, I can choose to collect whatever I want, and vinyl is pretty.
Anyways, how did everyone spend christmas and new years?
Mare? Meagan? Lindsay? Monika? Beki?