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ben kweller has been attached to my brain for the last week. his lyrics make me feel a good kind of weird...giving me hope for something that i know is bound to happen. cheesy, but i dont care.
i have felt an amazing purpose today....called upon to explain things. i know what i mean by that, and that is all that matters.
my family brings out this incredible feeling in me. easter was great.
school is making me feel amazing...besides the actual work haha. i love the atmosphere of being around people with the same ideas. i love being in a business district and being around people who know what it is to work for something. i love the fact that a trolley is in front of my school, lame I know. haha. it makes me feel like where I am at is important.
I love knowing who my true friends are lately and catching up with those who I hardly see or talk to. I miss a lot of people.
I am feeling more responsible by the minute without panicking that I am growing up. I enjoy feeling more independent than I have ever felt. I am realizing more and more that I was blessed for a reason and don't need to waste my time on people who bring me down. They aren't supposed to be in my life. I am able to do things because God wanted me to, because He knows what I am capable of. I love that feeling. I just need to show it to Him better. I am being far too lazy about the most important thing in life.
Hearing someone say that they have no purpose and not be upset about it makes me hurt...how can someone have no hope?
I am bound to be someone who is as goofy as I am...whoever that may be. No more "I'm too cool" guys.
Go on a picnic and enjoy food with me. Dance like a maniac and care more about not caring what you look like. Smile more often than not. Create humor from the simplest things in life. Care more about making someone else happy for 5 out of 7 days. Be simple, but be interesting.
I know I don't make a lot of sense.....well, to you,...but that's the best part.
i have felt an amazing purpose today....called upon to explain things. i know what i mean by that, and that is all that matters.
my family brings out this incredible feeling in me. easter was great.
school is making me feel amazing...besides the actual work haha. i love the atmosphere of being around people with the same ideas. i love being in a business district and being around people who know what it is to work for something. i love the fact that a trolley is in front of my school, lame I know. haha. it makes me feel like where I am at is important.
I love knowing who my true friends are lately and catching up with those who I hardly see or talk to. I miss a lot of people.
I am feeling more responsible by the minute without panicking that I am growing up. I enjoy feeling more independent than I have ever felt. I am realizing more and more that I was blessed for a reason and don't need to waste my time on people who bring me down. They aren't supposed to be in my life. I am able to do things because God wanted me to, because He knows what I am capable of. I love that feeling. I just need to show it to Him better. I am being far too lazy about the most important thing in life.
Hearing someone say that they have no purpose and not be upset about it makes me hurt...how can someone have no hope?
I am bound to be someone who is as goofy as I am...whoever that may be. No more "I'm too cool" guys.
Go on a picnic and enjoy food with me. Dance like a maniac and care more about not caring what you look like. Smile more often than not. Create humor from the simplest things in life. Care more about making someone else happy for 5 out of 7 days. Be simple, but be interesting.
I know I don't make a lot of sense.....well, to you,...but that's the best part.