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Jun 27, 2005 07:53

OK well im about to leave to go to DUNKIN DONUTS and get fatER! yea well idk what going on l8tly i just feel kinda weird and confused a little bit idk its wierd ill maybi write about it l8er idk im me if u want to talk to me i guess But guess what...i broke a blood vessel in my eye! but i dnt know how but it hurts everybody thought i had pink eye but nope i was right all along well kinda i thought i had a sty Or sumthin but then again i didnt know wht tht even was really! well i just found out tht we r not going to dunkys so now i am sevirly dipressed he he jp But yea we r going to eat breakfast in the buffet thingy. im so excited for next year at gulfview!! ahh i kinda feel like i cant be myself sometimes lyk its not good enough but like i do act ymself but sometimes i have to hold my tonge for some things to say that i would normally say or i have to act a certain way around certain people just so they dont bother me and one big thing is that idk i feel like i am really nice to people like i thought i was hardly ever mean nd i dnt think i am but idk people like dont treat me with respect l8tly like it really makes me wonder who my real friends are. See its seems like i care so much more about everyone else then people care about me. Its as if most of the time no one can take me serious and everyone just thinks of me as a stupid blonde which isnt true at all. hard to believe it everyone but im really not stupid!! Like no one takes me serious sometimes im not trying to make drama or get any attention cause i really could careless about that But i just need to get it all out and omg there is so much more i could say which i will most likly write about later i know how much every1 usually hates reading these long entrys But i just really had to get this out.

OK gtg get fatER! well peace out corndog
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