Recently
I have been thinking a lot the past couple of days.
I enjoy getting to know people, and seeing friendships grow and spending time with them. Random thought, but this journal will be a very rare one where I say a lot.
Most of my friends are guys, I just get a long with them, but I've been thinking. WHY am I always the sister or good friend? I am in NO rush whatsoever to be in a relationship, but I guess it makes me feel somewhat insecure about myself, I mean why is it so hard for a guy to even date me? Maybe I am too picky, and I DO give off the vibe that I hate everyone, and don't trust them, haha.
I'm not too sure.
But back to friendships, I love my friends.
and the friendships I have been making these last couple of weeks.
It makes me miss some of my old friends though, I don't understand how things like that just die and fade off....
I enjoy getting to know people, and seeing friendships grow and spending time with them. Random thought, but this journal will be a very rare one where I say a lot.
Most of my friends are guys, I just get a long with them, but I've been thinking. WHY am I always the sister or good friend? I am in NO rush whatsoever to be in a relationship, but I guess it makes me feel somewhat insecure about myself, I mean why is it so hard for a guy to even date me? Maybe I am too picky, and I DO give off the vibe that I hate everyone, and don't trust them, haha.
I'm not too sure.
But back to friendships, I love my friends.
and the friendships I have been making these last couple of weeks.
It makes me miss some of my old friends though, I don't understand how things like that just die and fade off....