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I kind of lost my cool today. I'm never clausterphobic. Never have I been, and never have I even felt it come towards me. But today it did, and it was just weird. I had to excuse myself from class. I really want to succeed; and my professor told me something today, and it really stuck to me. It virtually made every problem that I am facing my self with this week so much better .She made me happy, and I want to stay that way. And I think that I will. I'm not going to let these few problems make a difference and bring me down in any sort of way. I need to quit focusing on the bad and negative, and live my life in the most positive and healthy way. This negativity can only be bringing down the people that surrond me. And I don't want to do that, because I have met new people and all of that. Yeah, my roommate right now has chosen not to room with me in the fall, and I'm not exactly sure on how to take. Is it a good thing or a bad thing.
Right now I feel as of no one is taking my feelings into consideration. I feel like I always have everyone elses back and no one else has mine. I'm a at a lost. And I then resort back to my own ways. That little quiet depression of lonliness. But again, I will start thinking more positively. I'm still sad a frustrated. But I can only focus on my work, and go beyond that. I'm just going to keep calm and veg out in the laid back sort of way, and hope that everything goes smoothly and that I'm alright.
Everyone has a right to live their life, and I'm not going to stop living mine because people around have made decisions that affect me in profound ways. I'm going to my SI session right now to eat pizza and watch a movie. But knowing me, I will find something else more interesting to do while all of this is going on. Completely ignoring the people around me. Later for now...
Right now I feel as of no one is taking my feelings into consideration. I feel like I always have everyone elses back and no one else has mine. I'm a at a lost. And I then resort back to my own ways. That little quiet depression of lonliness. But again, I will start thinking more positively. I'm still sad a frustrated. But I can only focus on my work, and go beyond that. I'm just going to keep calm and veg out in the laid back sort of way, and hope that everything goes smoothly and that I'm alright.
Everyone has a right to live their life, and I'm not going to stop living mine because people around have made decisions that affect me in profound ways. I'm going to my SI session right now to eat pizza and watch a movie. But knowing me, I will find something else more interesting to do while all of this is going on. Completely ignoring the people around me. Later for now...