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baby is asleep. she had a bit of a tummy ache.
if it's one thing i've learned from being a mother is patience.
i carry her upright even though it's doing a number on my back.. i hold her and begin to burp her until i hear the gas leave through the attic.
feeding her is time consuming.
it takes her about 45 minutes to drink 3 ounces of milk. when she was first born it took her 1 hour to drink 1 ounce.
she's so beautiful.
i sat on the edge of my bed.. even though my back was killing me.. she laid on my thighs and i rubbed her back.. rubbed her back for almost an hour while i heard the gas leave her basement.
the other day after changing her she began to cry hysterically. for no reason. i panicked.. picked her up and tried to sooth her. she wouldn't stop--- 30 seconds into her crying i joined her.. there we both were crying our eyes out. the pain i felt from hearing her cry brings me to tears now. it was horrible.. i called everyone-- jeffrey, my parents... i almost called 911. i'm not used to her crying. she never cries. even when she's sad or upset she will say "aguuuuu." instead of her usual "agu"
sigh...
if it's one thing i've learned from being a mother is patience.
i carry her upright even though it's doing a number on my back.. i hold her and begin to burp her until i hear the gas leave through the attic.
feeding her is time consuming.
it takes her about 45 minutes to drink 3 ounces of milk. when she was first born it took her 1 hour to drink 1 ounce.
she's so beautiful.
i sat on the edge of my bed.. even though my back was killing me.. she laid on my thighs and i rubbed her back.. rubbed her back for almost an hour while i heard the gas leave her basement.
the other day after changing her she began to cry hysterically. for no reason. i panicked.. picked her up and tried to sooth her. she wouldn't stop--- 30 seconds into her crying i joined her.. there we both were crying our eyes out. the pain i felt from hearing her cry brings me to tears now. it was horrible.. i called everyone-- jeffrey, my parents... i almost called 911. i'm not used to her crying. she never cries. even when she's sad or upset she will say "aguuuuu." instead of her usual "agu"
sigh...