(no subject)
when you are dating someone and they call you obnoxious.. i think that's time to move on.. i think what they are really saying is "i don't like you anymore but i'm to much of a pussy to leave you."
i was called obnoxious today. what a hideous word. it makes me feel like an Ox.
i'll explain.
jeff bought shoes at champs but he was given the wrong size. this was months ago.... anyways so we go to return them today..
we walk in the store and 95% of those in the store are employees... there are about three at the cash register and 5 eating shit.. so we walk to the register.. they look at us.. and walk away.. the fucking employees...
so then the one employee who stayed... after about 3 mins looks at us and says i'm on break.. and he walks away... as he is walking away he says to a harry-armed girl.. "hey ring them up." she says "uhh ::bimbo voice:: i don't know how to.." so now i'm thinking.. "first of all girl.. you are too harry to be talking like a bimbo second of all.. why the fuck would he ask you to ring someone up if you don't know how to.. did you guys just meet?" so jeff asks "want me to do it?" (which if you ask me sounds like a totally smart ass comment.. and OBNOXIOUS if you want to know MY opinion.. but i would never call him out on that because i love the man.. and oh well there are some things you have to live with) well she looks at us for like 2 mins and calls to one of the guys.."hey can you ring them up?" so i say "listen.. we don't need to be rung up.. we bought these shoes before and they gave us the wrong shoe size" (i was saying this to the guy while he was walking to the same fucking counter he walked away from to talk to him friends mins before) the guy asks for the receipt .. i supposably said "are we suppose to wait all night" which right afterwards i must have been struck by lightning because i do not remember myself saying that.. all i remember is saying "gosh jeffrey these hormones.. i've been sweating all day." and not to mention thinking.. gosh jeffrey these hormones i want to jump over the counter and kill the man in front of us.. but anyways .. i turn to hug jeffrey.. and he starts pulling away from me.. pulling away from me?! so i look like the idiot .. trying to hug a boyfriend who wants nothing to do with her.. so i start thinking.. he must be doing this cause i'm ugly. i am fat and i have zits all over my face (hormones) he must think someone else in the store is prettier.
and the rest of our time in the mall was spent like that.. me trying to be with him.. and him pulling away.. then on our way home he says i was "rude to the poor guy at champs" ex-fucking-scue that idiot was there.. he is getting paid his whole 6 bucks to put up with customers.. if he did not like my tone (which i did not use a 'bad tone' " he could go back to fucking night school and find a job that pays 6.50...
then i had to practically bash my head against the steering wheel to make jeffrey stop talking about how "obnoxious" i was. each time he said it.. i saw my face in an ox's body.
so now.. not only do i do nothing around the house.. and i have ugly clothes.. and i am second fiddle to his buisness his games and well his life.. i am also obnoxious.
ugh. i'm sad. my boyfriend really hates me and i just keep looking for the bright side but i'm runing out of places to look.
i was called obnoxious today. what a hideous word. it makes me feel like an Ox.
i'll explain.
jeff bought shoes at champs but he was given the wrong size. this was months ago.... anyways so we go to return them today..
we walk in the store and 95% of those in the store are employees... there are about three at the cash register and 5 eating shit.. so we walk to the register.. they look at us.. and walk away.. the fucking employees...
so then the one employee who stayed... after about 3 mins looks at us and says i'm on break.. and he walks away... as he is walking away he says to a harry-armed girl.. "hey ring them up." she says "uhh ::bimbo voice:: i don't know how to.." so now i'm thinking.. "first of all girl.. you are too harry to be talking like a bimbo second of all.. why the fuck would he ask you to ring someone up if you don't know how to.. did you guys just meet?" so jeff asks "want me to do it?" (which if you ask me sounds like a totally smart ass comment.. and OBNOXIOUS if you want to know MY opinion.. but i would never call him out on that because i love the man.. and oh well there are some things you have to live with) well she looks at us for like 2 mins and calls to one of the guys.."hey can you ring them up?" so i say "listen.. we don't need to be rung up.. we bought these shoes before and they gave us the wrong shoe size" (i was saying this to the guy while he was walking to the same fucking counter he walked away from to talk to him friends mins before) the guy asks for the receipt .. i supposably said "are we suppose to wait all night" which right afterwards i must have been struck by lightning because i do not remember myself saying that.. all i remember is saying "gosh jeffrey these hormones.. i've been sweating all day." and not to mention thinking.. gosh jeffrey these hormones i want to jump over the counter and kill the man in front of us.. but anyways .. i turn to hug jeffrey.. and he starts pulling away from me.. pulling away from me?! so i look like the idiot .. trying to hug a boyfriend who wants nothing to do with her.. so i start thinking.. he must be doing this cause i'm ugly. i am fat and i have zits all over my face (hormones) he must think someone else in the store is prettier.
and the rest of our time in the mall was spent like that.. me trying to be with him.. and him pulling away.. then on our way home he says i was "rude to the poor guy at champs" ex-fucking-scue that idiot was there.. he is getting paid his whole 6 bucks to put up with customers.. if he did not like my tone (which i did not use a 'bad tone' " he could go back to fucking night school and find a job that pays 6.50...
then i had to practically bash my head against the steering wheel to make jeffrey stop talking about how "obnoxious" i was. each time he said it.. i saw my face in an ox's body.
so now.. not only do i do nothing around the house.. and i have ugly clothes.. and i am second fiddle to his buisness his games and well his life.. i am also obnoxious.
ugh. i'm sad. my boyfriend really hates me and i just keep looking for the bright side but i'm runing out of places to look.