wed
it's only wednesday and this week already seems crAazy.
on monday thobeka and i officially broke up. official. as of now i guess i could describe my feelings as a combination of hurt and relief. it stinks to lose her but we were kidding ourselves; long distance relationship with different life plans for an indefinite ammount of time? in the end, neither of us were making an effort to communicate with eachother so obviously, the love was fading. i don't have any hard feelings towards her, she's still awesome, but now is the time to focus on myself. i even wrote myself a neat little mission statement (thanks to silvestres wall).
last night i watched 'lost in translation' (thanks to jay). it was completely amazing and i still have trouble putting into words how i feel about it. of course, thobeka and i having broken up the night before made the movie that much more potent. i loved the scene with bill murray swimming in the pool.
i feel weird right now, just weird. i want to go to the beach.
on monday thobeka and i officially broke up. official. as of now i guess i could describe my feelings as a combination of hurt and relief. it stinks to lose her but we were kidding ourselves; long distance relationship with different life plans for an indefinite ammount of time? in the end, neither of us were making an effort to communicate with eachother so obviously, the love was fading. i don't have any hard feelings towards her, she's still awesome, but now is the time to focus on myself. i even wrote myself a neat little mission statement (thanks to silvestres wall).
last night i watched 'lost in translation' (thanks to jay). it was completely amazing and i still have trouble putting into words how i feel about it. of course, thobeka and i having broken up the night before made the movie that much more potent. i loved the scene with bill murray swimming in the pool.
i feel weird right now, just weird. i want to go to the beach.