I'm sorry Heather/ Read the poem Y'all whatcha think?? no real meaning just made it up.
I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sorry Heather, please forgive my idiotic mother, shes a bitch and i hate her..... I feel so embarassed, can you forgive me, I really like you and I would do anything for you, well almost ;). Anyway i know i sound really attached, I am, but I'm not. I've just never met anyone like you..... Please reply to me I would really like to hear(see) your thoughts about this. Once again I'm soooo sorry about my mother and Godfather, (hes a prick cause hes 70 years old and has cancer(again)). Anyway I plan to call my P.O. Today(29th) everyone! I plan to leave my house A.S.A.P. If I don't I'm going to make some changes to shit around my house. And I WILL tell my P.O. ALL the reasons i plan to leave for and what my mother will try to say to her to keep me in the house, I'm not afraid anymore I'm ready to live my life to the fullest. What not one person on this planet but me knows, and now you will too, is that my mother is the main reason i ever began thinking of killing myself, without me shes nothing and her being nothing makes everything sound so much better, i know this is extremely insane and cruel to say about ones mother but its true. Heather I know you think my mothers crazy but i really wanna keep a strong relationship with you, I love being with you its like knowing everything and nothing all at once, theres such a rush of Andrenaline and excitement, I've never felt that before and I want to thank you for everything that you've shown me that last week, I now know that the grass is greener on the other side.
Well enough of me proclaimations and stuff you people probably don't want to listen to, heres a poem give me some feedback.
Here I lay misunderstood,
I was dead but, not for good.
I know my life was once real nice,
until I made a mistake not once but twice.
I'm glad its over now,
theres no way, no how,
I'll ever go back there now.
This hell surrounds me, guides me, swallows me whole,
its like a virus eating away and digging through me like a mole.
I feel the pressure building up inside.
I'll never run, I'll never hide.
I'll face my fear and become all new,
this I'll do not for me but, you.
I'll wait here a thousand years,
and I'll catch all your tears.
Just so you'll know how much I do,
yes I do really like you.
Work sucks, but its all good,
cause I know I'm in your neighborhood.
this life, this shell,
with my mother its a hell.
I wish, I just really wish you'd take me away,
hide off and come back another day.
Thats the life for me,
nothing but bein free!
*(+=~Tom~=+)* Whatcha think?
Well enough of me proclaimations and stuff you people probably don't want to listen to, heres a poem give me some feedback.
Here I lay misunderstood,
I was dead but, not for good.
I know my life was once real nice,
until I made a mistake not once but twice.
I'm glad its over now,
theres no way, no how,
I'll ever go back there now.
This hell surrounds me, guides me, swallows me whole,
its like a virus eating away and digging through me like a mole.
I feel the pressure building up inside.
I'll never run, I'll never hide.
I'll face my fear and become all new,
this I'll do not for me but, you.
I'll wait here a thousand years,
and I'll catch all your tears.
Just so you'll know how much I do,
yes I do really like you.
Work sucks, but its all good,
cause I know I'm in your neighborhood.
this life, this shell,
with my mother its a hell.
I wish, I just really wish you'd take me away,
hide off and come back another day.
Thats the life for me,
nothing but bein free!
*(+=~Tom~=+)* Whatcha think?