Just take some time

Nov 16, 2006 16:08

{[Hey, Don't ride yourself off yet]}

It's raining and I love it.

:) I can't wait for my future husband and I to jump in puddles together.
Yeah, random- but it's really not.
I was thinking about my 'mystery man' today and I decided,
I WANT TO HAVE FUN WHEN I'M MARRIED.
Yeah, he better be hard-core.
Not just about the rain. But also about awesome stuff-
Like music, mud fights, and plans for dominating the universe.
(All along with being a STRONG CHRISTIAN- but that's a given)
He's going to be hott, of course, but his personality is going to be like...
contagious.
EVERYBODY's going to wish they were him. Lol not just because he's with me ~.o
And oh yeah, another thing, he's got to be ...and uplifting individual to talk to.
When I talk to him, I want to feel better about myself than I did when I first engaged in conversation.
And he must wash dishes. Merrily. Because I  can't stand doing it.
-sigh-

YYeah, it's an awesome thing to think/dream about-
but I doubt it'll happen. Let's face it-
The odds are NOT in my favor.
Besides the fact that I think the rapture will occur before I'll get the chance to even date a christian guy,
I'm pretty sure God's calling me to be a missionary. Most likely in another country.
So the word family...would make for a lot of distraction.
AND I think maybe I have issues with pride, commitment, and the like.
{aka let's ignore the fact that no guy in his right mind would marry me}

So just take some time
Lil' girl, you're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, ALL RIGHT.

<3
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