Killing me softly.

[d3adli3r0manc3]

I'll fight my own battles she said to me.
and those battles are mine.
the ones that i pray so deeply to avoid.
but throw myself into the flames with the same breath.

i miss "him".
terribly.

but

life is okay.
i walked a lonely street thinking that i would have no one
not a single soul by my side that understood.
and then there they were.
right in my plain fucking view.
the people that have been there all along.
knowing my pain, and not knowing my reason
or my solitary self inflicted pain.
they know now how much they are appreciated.
how much they are loved
and needed.

thank you.
to all the souls that keep mine alive.
and all in reverse.
thank you.
thank you.
thank you.