FUCK
My headphones are broken.
I can't use my speakers ever because my mom goes to sleep around midnight every night and Jeff the dude who smells horrible who rents a room sleeps all day. So I get maybe an hour some nights if I am lucky between the time Jeff wakes up and my mom goes to sleep where I can have audio until I buy new headphones.
I also am slightly worried about my car, and I haven't gotten unemployment funds yet.
I haven't gotten a physical interview or more than a cursory phone interview.
I am becoming even more afraid of things.
I don't know what the fuck is going on with Holly.
Sometimes when I see her, I feel happy and warm, and other times, I just don't care about her, and I don't really know why the fuck she even likes me, since she seems to dislike everything that is geeky in my life. What am I fucking doing?
I can't use my speakers ever because my mom goes to sleep around midnight every night and Jeff the dude who smells horrible who rents a room sleeps all day. So I get maybe an hour some nights if I am lucky between the time Jeff wakes up and my mom goes to sleep where I can have audio until I buy new headphones.
I also am slightly worried about my car, and I haven't gotten unemployment funds yet.
I haven't gotten a physical interview or more than a cursory phone interview.
I am becoming even more afraid of things.
I don't know what the fuck is going on with Holly.
Sometimes when I see her, I feel happy and warm, and other times, I just don't care about her, and I don't really know why the fuck she even likes me, since she seems to dislike everything that is geeky in my life. What am I fucking doing?