Question: What Am I Doing?
Answer: I am not sure.
This post isn't for attention, I am just trying to figure out myself and decided writing would be the best way at the moment.
There is an awesome girl who really likes me, I am not sure how I really feel about her yet, I should like her quite a bit, but... I am afraid to.
I skipped my French class again. I haven't been there in at least a week I think. I am afraid of showing up now, as I am behind, I will feel horrible in there. I hate the group structure, I hate being called on, the whole feeling of the class is that I don't get it and I get looked down on. I don't want to go for it.
I also skipped Theater class, even though I enjoy it, even with the urge to slap half the kids in there who won't shut the fuck up ever. I didn't go today because the drive is long, and the classes are short. I didn't do anything today really. I kinda hate myself over it.
This post isn't for attention, I am just trying to figure out myself and decided writing would be the best way at the moment.
There is an awesome girl who really likes me, I am not sure how I really feel about her yet, I should like her quite a bit, but... I am afraid to.
I skipped my French class again. I haven't been there in at least a week I think. I am afraid of showing up now, as I am behind, I will feel horrible in there. I hate the group structure, I hate being called on, the whole feeling of the class is that I don't get it and I get looked down on. I don't want to go for it.
I also skipped Theater class, even though I enjoy it, even with the urge to slap half the kids in there who won't shut the fuck up ever. I didn't go today because the drive is long, and the classes are short. I didn't do anything today really. I kinda hate myself over it.