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This fucking sucks...I just woke up from my nap and I told aleeta like ten times to clean her room and it has been three hours and it didn't get cleaned at all. So I unplugged the tv and told her that she had to clean it and she did clean it and then she told her dad that I unplugged the tv on her and that i'm not the one to discipline his children...and i said well someone has too and he's like u need to console me before you do that again...and I was thinking yeah who the fuck spent the weekend with the kids and both nights...yeah that would be me...even meg and melissa saw that when they were over last night. Yeah and aleeta cleaned the room before she told her dad what I did and when he came up he's like the room is clean and i was like yeah cause she just cleaned it cause she knows i'm right. She never cleans her room when they are here there is always stuff all over the floor and I end up tripping over it all cause i have to walk through her room to get to mine. And if the kids aren't spending time with me they are watching tv...that's all they do is watch tv. I fucking hate this so much and most people don't understand...these kids even though they are my cousin they are like my brother and sister. And randy doesn't even clean up after himself so how could he teach his kids to clean up after themselves...I can not wait till I get out of this house...but I want to stay here as long as I can cause this is the house I remember growing up in. But I seem to be the one that is taking care of them...randy doesn't take them any where or do anything with them...whatever. I have to go take a shower now...and i have to take it down stairs so that means i'm going to get yell at some more.