i always feel like...somebody's watching me
it's tough to convince yourself of stuff over and over.
it's really just Conor, Gill and Kris, then all those branching off of them that seem to be the high-school popularity poo-stains.
Isn't it kidna fucked how all of Gill's friends are the people she knows through me, and she doesn't talk to like any of her amazing friends who were her friends from last year? How clique-y. Seriously, how do you do that, yo?
And how do you just not have the courtesy you reply to someone, or just ignore them for two weeks? I know Gilly is being really selfish and really worried about the hotness of the info desk. I feel like I can't blame her though, but this should be a reason to be glad I'm not with her. Super self-absorbed like water in a sponge, or milk-duds on my tongue.
She just doesn't care about me. She says to other people that she's worried about me or whatever, but then never calls me or has any contact for weeks, and even when she initiates with me with a "Oh, are you free before 4 today?" where I'm working and then I call her back to see what she wanted, and then email to say "Oh, just wondering what you texted for"...and then just never replies or calls back. Not even the slightest courtesy to do that? Giiiiiirl, you gots yo' cards all in the wrong deck.
Really, I need a big focus to hang with superfriends. Steph, Nick, Shannon, Dave, Jess and then we're all good. Yeah. Superfriends who I don't talk to so often include - Andrew, Craig and Forrest. Amanda would be a good one to throw in there too. My friends like to party all the time party all the time, party all the tiiiiiime.
It's just important to have great people as good friends. or great friends, either or. As long as they're your friends.
I just want to meet a bunch of people. Dates, maybe. Like, How I Met Your Mother is so sweeet. Barney is my ultimo motivator. He just pumps Ted. The big key in HIMYM, is the closeness of friends between the group of Barney, Marshall, Lilly, Robin and Ted. They're all themselves, but such a fresh crew.
I just need to focus on actually being myself..and being happy with that.
Buuuung
it's really just Conor, Gill and Kris, then all those branching off of them that seem to be the high-school popularity poo-stains.
Isn't it kidna fucked how all of Gill's friends are the people she knows through me, and she doesn't talk to like any of her amazing friends who were her friends from last year? How clique-y. Seriously, how do you do that, yo?
And how do you just not have the courtesy you reply to someone, or just ignore them for two weeks? I know Gilly is being really selfish and really worried about the hotness of the info desk. I feel like I can't blame her though, but this should be a reason to be glad I'm not with her. Super self-absorbed like water in a sponge, or milk-duds on my tongue.
She just doesn't care about me. She says to other people that she's worried about me or whatever, but then never calls me or has any contact for weeks, and even when she initiates with me with a "Oh, are you free before 4 today?" where I'm working and then I call her back to see what she wanted, and then email to say "Oh, just wondering what you texted for"...and then just never replies or calls back. Not even the slightest courtesy to do that? Giiiiiirl, you gots yo' cards all in the wrong deck.
Really, I need a big focus to hang with superfriends. Steph, Nick, Shannon, Dave, Jess and then we're all good. Yeah. Superfriends who I don't talk to so often include - Andrew, Craig and Forrest. Amanda would be a good one to throw in there too. My friends like to party all the time party all the time, party all the tiiiiiime.
It's just important to have great people as good friends. or great friends, either or. As long as they're your friends.
I just want to meet a bunch of people. Dates, maybe. Like, How I Met Your Mother is so sweeet. Barney is my ultimo motivator. He just pumps Ted. The big key in HIMYM, is the closeness of friends between the group of Barney, Marshall, Lilly, Robin and Ted. They're all themselves, but such a fresh crew.
I just need to focus on actually being myself..and being happy with that.
Buuuung