California
So I'm selling honey...
that is about all that I'm certain of these days.
I'm also sure that Julie and Kellyn are amazing friends who let me suck hours out of their lives while avoiding home.
How are you supposed to move back in after college? At least over breaks there was the prospect of going back to school. I really need to move out, but I really need a financial base first and it's very frustrating.
I've been acting out again, once to the extreme edges of psychosis, in reaction to the unsettled feelings I have about life and my precarious future.
Three people called me beautiful yesterday and it made me want to scratch my face off.
Two people called me dark and I wanted to scream at them "I'm ethnic: melanin comes with adversity" just to be a tool.
I'm dating/flirting with/making out with four boys when all I want is to drink wine and cuddle with one of them, it almost doesn't matter which one. Good thing Kellyn & Julie let me do that? Le sigh. I think it's going to be a long wet hot los angeles summer.
At least this is the place where you can just lie in a bikini and let the sun tickle your skin and sip beer to make you feel...weighted?
I was talking to this lady standing in line beside me at a coffee shop and remarked about her wrist tattoo. Because of the funky lettering I thought it said "bonne" but it actually said "home" and she explained that her daughter had been gone a long time and when she returned they got matching tattoos. If I had a similar tattoo it would say home with a gigantic line through the center.
that is about all that I'm certain of these days.
I'm also sure that Julie and Kellyn are amazing friends who let me suck hours out of their lives while avoiding home.
How are you supposed to move back in after college? At least over breaks there was the prospect of going back to school. I really need to move out, but I really need a financial base first and it's very frustrating.
I've been acting out again, once to the extreme edges of psychosis, in reaction to the unsettled feelings I have about life and my precarious future.
Three people called me beautiful yesterday and it made me want to scratch my face off.
Two people called me dark and I wanted to scream at them "I'm ethnic: melanin comes with adversity" just to be a tool.
I'm dating/flirting with/making out with four boys when all I want is to drink wine and cuddle with one of them, it almost doesn't matter which one. Good thing Kellyn & Julie let me do that? Le sigh. I think it's going to be a long wet hot los angeles summer.
At least this is the place where you can just lie in a bikini and let the sun tickle your skin and sip beer to make you feel...weighted?
I was talking to this lady standing in line beside me at a coffee shop and remarked about her wrist tattoo. Because of the funky lettering I thought it said "bonne" but it actually said "home" and she explained that her daughter had been gone a long time and when she returned they got matching tattoos. If I had a similar tattoo it would say home with a gigantic line through the center.