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one of the last days of the year and it's my first real entry. well, it's (almost) never too late.
Lately I've been pondering about a lot and have realized many things. To begin at the beginning, what started me thinking about everything was being sick and tired. Nobody seems to be real, or some words to that effect, I told Juancho one time, and we got into a conversation about what the fuck is being real. I see that all people are the same, rich and poor they don't know why, nobody knows why. Everyone has that same restlessness, all fidget and yearn for that reason. Do we grow out of it? or become numb? Tom Fiedler said at the IB pinning ceremony that it is up to us to notice when the good within us starts to leave, and to take steps to keep that from happening. I know I'm all over the freaking place with the writing, but the point is that hopefully in this upcoming year we can try to be less shallow and be better people, quit the act and be.
Side-note: I tried looking up the play where Fiedler supposedly got the words "it is up to us to blah blah blah" from. I'm almost one hundred percent sure he said it was "a thousand clouds." A google query and no digging through the results after the first page, points at a movie about a gay adolescent who haves random sex with random men who pass by a bridge where he always is at. Freaking hilarious; if you know where he really got them from, or whether he did in fact refer to this movie please let me know.
Lately I've been pondering about a lot and have realized many things. To begin at the beginning, what started me thinking about everything was being sick and tired. Nobody seems to be real, or some words to that effect, I told Juancho one time, and we got into a conversation about what the fuck is being real. I see that all people are the same, rich and poor they don't know why, nobody knows why. Everyone has that same restlessness, all fidget and yearn for that reason. Do we grow out of it? or become numb? Tom Fiedler said at the IB pinning ceremony that it is up to us to notice when the good within us starts to leave, and to take steps to keep that from happening. I know I'm all over the freaking place with the writing, but the point is that hopefully in this upcoming year we can try to be less shallow and be better people, quit the act and be.
Side-note: I tried looking up the play where Fiedler supposedly got the words "it is up to us to blah blah blah" from. I'm almost one hundred percent sure he said it was "a thousand clouds." A google query and no digging through the results after the first page, points at a movie about a gay adolescent who haves random sex with random men who pass by a bridge where he always is at. Freaking hilarious; if you know where he really got them from, or whether he did in fact refer to this movie please let me know.