Aug 20, 2005 23:27
I made a mistake. I understand that. i dont know anyone my age who LIKES to admit they are wrong. Its been a difficult thing for me to do for the longest time. Im tired of being the bad kid all the time. Im tired of being the one that causes everyone to get into arguements here.
Im so tired of being me.
Im never going to be good enough. Im never going to be perfect. Im never going to be the daughter that you both wanted.
Im so tired of living a lie. And im so tired of thinking that tomorrow is "just another day".
Im tired of being the family screw up.
Like i said, i made a mistake, and i understand that. What more do you want from me? Do you want my life savings? Do you want me to give you everything I have, just so you can sleep better tonight?
I dont think that the medication worked when I took it, thats why i stopped taking it. I have a chemical imbalance and I cant control myself sometimes. we all have our weaknesses, and i think i found mine.
So don't go worrying about me...
Just forget me...
It's that simple...