May 17, 2006 14:04
today has not been a good day so far. my boyfriend and i got into it last night, so this day automatically started off shitty. he basically called me a liar because of the relationship my best friend and i had last year.. BEFORE WE WERE EVEN TOGETHER. he said he doesn't trust me with erin and he doesn't trust me with kim. so, i guess now he thinks i'm gay? lol, that's funny. i mean, it's really not, but i have to look at it that way to keep myself from getting too upset. i'm really.. sick and tired of dealing with his maturity issues, his lack of trust, and his unwillingness to compormise in even the smallest fashion. he doesn't like my friends for some reason or the other, but quite frankly, i don't like his friends either. they're all.. typical asshole frat boys. and they act just like that. so i basically gave him an ultimatum yesterday, perhaps not in so many words.. "erin was my best friend before we were a couple. obviously, we didn't last as a couple, but don't get it twisted. if she's been my friend for this long, through all the bullshit, i'm sure we'll stay friends for a while longer. if you can't get over that or accept it, i dunno what to tell you." i just.. i can't believe he can be so one-sided about the whole thing. the way i look at it is, i don't like your friends, but i love YOU, so i set aside my own personal feelings, whatever they may be, so you can hang out with your idiot friends. and you can't even give me the common courtesy and respect to not get a fuckin attitude when i tell you i'm hanging with my friends? the bottom line is i can't, no i refuse to be in a relationship with somebody who doesn't trust me. the kicker was when he told me that i told him a few months back that i didn't trust him and erin together. CAN YOU FUCKIN BLAME ME?! first of all, they have history. they dated before i dated either one of them. and the last time they got together, they got drunk and somewhere between the alcohol and the marijuana, she got the impression that he was trying to get back with her.. WHILE HE WAS STILL DATING ME. it turned out to be some big misunderstanding.. supposedly, but i straight up told him, "i don't want you and erin chilling together by yourselves. it makes me uncomfortable." and i have every fuckin right to feel that way.
i'm going to fuckin kick him to the curb, i swear. i'm not the type of girl to put up with this type of bullshit, so why the fuck am i?
i also dropped my phone in the bathtub. 60 bucks for a new fuckin phone, and another 2-year agreement. $29.99 for the phone, $15 for the activation/processing, and $10 for a phone book transfer. add tax, and it's just under $60. i was so happy i didn't lose all my numbers, but i'm really upset i had to pay $60 for the fuckin phone because it wasn't insured. ugh. best believe this mafucka is insured now.