Will you be my original sin?
I feel so weird lately.
First of all, I'm extremely lazy. I too lazy to even write in this thing. Everyone is complaining about all the work we have to do, but I simply just don't care about school anymore. I worked way too hard from the beginning, so all I can say now is "HELLO SENIORITIS." Plus, I only have to sit for 3 exams in May--English, History, and Spanish-- and I'm not worried about any of them. I'm actually very worried about cinematography, but at this point, I just have to work as much as I can in the next month and "let it be."
I've always hate it that, by the way...."let it be." That's probably because I never could have. But I've learned this year. I've learned a lot. I have changed so much over the past two years. I've changed for the better in some ways and for the worse in others but mainly the first. It doesn't really matter because I'm not really sure if I believe in self-actualization anyways.
I never updated on Ft. Wilderness, but I just wanna say I had a fucking awesome time!!!! I didn't really get to take many pictures because I either didn't have my camera with me or was too lazy to take it out. So I'm just stealing pictures from people's journals and myspaces.
What the hell happened to my lj layout??! A couple of weeks ago I opened my journal and it looked like this! I don't know what happened to the background, but the picture is still in photobucket so there's no reason for the link not to work. Oh by the way, I'll be needing advice on some photos; I have to choose which I'll need to edit for my Art exam (I'm gonna need like 3 photos to count as projects because I'm only going to have like 9 movies). So anyone that's up for it, let me knowwww.
I don't know what the point of this entry is. Maybe I just felt obligated to write one, or maybe I just wanted to let my emotions out. All I know is that it's lacking spark. I'm very detached and I don't have the whole friend dilemma I had in the beginning of the year and I never really had the "boyfriend" dilemma, although I still have the "I want someone" dilemma hahaha; I'm probably still not very "approachable." All I know is that I'm happy I've gotten past that whole ackward stage where people used to bug me and people's actions even more. I'm not frustrated about religion or ideas or what I believe in anymore. I'm just satisfied.....but very empty at the same time. I don't know if I can explain it.
THE RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS WILL BE GOING ON TOUR THIS YEAR! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
mmk. I'm going to get started on fixing my history internal ass. so I could have a free weekend.
First of all, I'm extremely lazy. I too lazy to even write in this thing. Everyone is complaining about all the work we have to do, but I simply just don't care about school anymore. I worked way too hard from the beginning, so all I can say now is "HELLO SENIORITIS." Plus, I only have to sit for 3 exams in May--English, History, and Spanish-- and I'm not worried about any of them. I'm actually very worried about cinematography, but at this point, I just have to work as much as I can in the next month and "let it be."
I've always hate it that, by the way...."let it be." That's probably because I never could have. But I've learned this year. I've learned a lot. I have changed so much over the past two years. I've changed for the better in some ways and for the worse in others but mainly the first. It doesn't really matter because I'm not really sure if I believe in self-actualization anyways.
I never updated on Ft. Wilderness, but I just wanna say I had a fucking awesome time!!!! I didn't really get to take many pictures because I either didn't have my camera with me or was too lazy to take it out. So I'm just stealing pictures from people's journals and myspaces.
What the hell happened to my lj layout??! A couple of weeks ago I opened my journal and it looked like this! I don't know what happened to the background, but the picture is still in photobucket so there's no reason for the link not to work. Oh by the way, I'll be needing advice on some photos; I have to choose which I'll need to edit for my Art exam (I'm gonna need like 3 photos to count as projects because I'm only going to have like 9 movies). So anyone that's up for it, let me knowwww.
I don't know what the point of this entry is. Maybe I just felt obligated to write one, or maybe I just wanted to let my emotions out. All I know is that it's lacking spark. I'm very detached and I don't have the whole friend dilemma I had in the beginning of the year and I never really had the "boyfriend" dilemma, although I still have the "I want someone" dilemma hahaha; I'm probably still not very "approachable." All I know is that I'm happy I've gotten past that whole ackward stage where people used to bug me and people's actions even more. I'm not frustrated about religion or ideas or what I believe in anymore. I'm just satisfied.....but very empty at the same time. I don't know if I can explain it.
THE RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS WILL BE GOING ON TOUR THIS YEAR! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
mmk. I'm going to get started on fixing my history internal ass. so I could have a free weekend.