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I have all kinds of thoughts rushing through my mind.
I always tend to get depressed at this time during the summer because I feel it is coming to an end, yet there is still plenty of time. I just dread school so much. I don't mind it much once I'm there, but school has just never been my thing.
I hate it that I feel like I can't fully enjoy myself because I have things like Extended Essay and summer assignments in the back of my mind. Of course, I'm Jessica. Jessica always needs to find something to be anxious about; if there's is nothing stressful going on, she will find something to be stressed about.
haha. I fucking think too much. I don't curse much. It's not something I've ever really thought about until now though. It's something I should think about though because I've noticed it comes up a LOT in daily conversations. Some people say it's vulgar and unattractive for girls to curse. I think that's stupid because 1) they're just words. For all anyone knows, "bitch" could've instead been called "apple" and we'd say "you son of an apple," or "fuck" could have been "love" and we'd say "I fuck you." 2) why is it wrong for girls to use them and guys not. Let me know how you feel.
I hope to be painting my room soon, but Jenn is gone and I need her help because her abstract piece showed exactly what I wanted.
I really wanna go to the VMAs this year. My cousin Daniel, who works for MTV, is supposed to hook me up. I wrote him an email and he responded, but he's busy and I'm afraid he'll forget. Too bad I'm not really friends with anyone in charge this year.
Has anyone gotten their DVD of Safe in the mail yet??? We should have a get together when we do =)
You all who don't know me too well must think I'm such a complicated person. I swear I'm not. Well, maybe I am. I just have all kinds of stirring emotions inside of me right now. Gotta love teenage angst. Haha kidding. This is different.
I'm not big on the whole Harry Potter thing. People are counting down the hours. I've only read the first book. We didn't really click.
I'm also really enjoying Zorba the Greek. Is anyone else?