You've got to get yourself together...you are stuck in a moment and you can't get out of it...
Okay, everyday I lose more and more faith in human beings. It's really unfortunate that one of the people I felt was so admirable turned out to be a complete asshole. Yeah, he's a guy, and yes, I did admire him because after so long most of my girl friends and I came to the conclusion that all our stupid guy bullshit problems only exist because guys tend to be so immature. I mean, it's true right? And don't get me wrong...I'm not saying all guys are immature, but many are especially at this age when most girls are generally more mature that guys. Anyways, I admired this person for that; however, words out of his mouth proved not immaturity, but even worse, cruelty....how cruel can humans be eh?
Also, quoting one of Janessy's entries:
"Crushes suck."
I almost commented by saying that "they only do after you pass that phase when you're oh so excited to see him or because he smiled or one of those things." psh screw that. Crushes do suck. Crushes suck when they're taken. Crushes also suck when one of your friends (incredible person) is crushing on the same person.
Aside from that...
Yesterday was amazing. I went to school kinda moody because I've come to realize that not only do I hate all the homework given to us by IB, but I also hate the fact that I can't manage to do about half of it by myself! But...thankfully the school day was over and standing in front of my face was FRIDAY! So, after school Nita, Jenn, and I headed over to the poetry reading. First we went to publix because food is such a venting weapon haha and then we headed over to Starbucks. The poems were great, the music was great, and most of all, the people were great. In fact, as soon as I got in the car my mom said I was lucky to be able to be in such an "environment" because as much as she wanted to at my age it was kinda hard where she lived.
So I went home, showered, got my crapola together, only to head back to Jenn's so we can have a really hott girls' night =). Erika, Jenn, Nita, and I dressed in in very hot attire and went to the Grove. The car ride was sooo peaceful yet exciting at the same time (i wished i lived around there). At the Grove we walked, passed for 21 and got invited to a club haha, and ate at the Cheesecake Factory. Make sure to indulge yourself in the Chocolate Tuxedo Creme one if you go there.
I swore I'd do my chem. today but of course I didn't, and tomorrow is what? Extended Essay? ha. right.
(Note: there's gonna be a U2 concert!)