ive lost it

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well i got a new job a bruce bitners and im their personal bitch....i do everything and anything they want me to do. i get paid enough to. ha.

personal life is still on the SUCKS side. i mean yea people that werent talking to me before are talking to me now but nothing is the same and plus there is still one person who wont even give me a chance and i still dont know why she stopped talking to me.

grr. that pisses me off.

something i wrote today>>>

if anything else
i want you more

you are more than i can have

if anything else
i know i love you

and thats why i show i care

if anything else
ill never stop trying

even with all your lying

if anything else
im not going away

sorry, i just wont budge

if anything else
i want to protect you

take you away from the place you are in

if anything else
i want to keep you safe

keep you from harm
....................

i get sick when i hear your name
you not talking to me seems like a game
even with the thought of you in my head
i want to go back to holding you in my bed.