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k... haven't really updated in a while... well, anthony got laid off, i have no job, i can't stand living in this house any more, i can't stand that i'm pretty much the only one that watches the baby. granted, she's mine, but she's anthony's too and he only seems to take care of her when it's convenient for him. i just had to go outside away from the baby cus i was having a breakdown.. she was screaming and screaming and nothing i did helped her to calm down... so i set her in her boucer and walked outside... anthony's asleep on the couch and my mom was in her room and i guess my mom came in and held her for a minute till she fell asleep.... but see, my mom hasnt' talked to me since monday night when i told her i was sick of her coming to me with complaints about anthony and i was sick of anthony coming to me with complaints about her... i HATE being in the middle of that. well she got all pissed and stormed out of the house and didn't come home for like, 3 hours... and jackie told me that my mom goes over to her house (they live 2 houses away) and complains about me and anthony all the time saying she's the one that does everything in the house and how she's the one that takes the most care of the baby... she hardly ever has the baby, i'm the primary one taking care of her... and as for the house, whenever she gets home from work, she sits on her ass and says "tomorrow we're cleaning, tomorrow we're cleaning" it's always tomorrow.. and those tomorrows always end up in her going shopping from morning till late afternoon, then coming home to take a four hour nap and then comes the "tomorrow we're cleaning" speech...................
sorry.... i had to rant..... or else i was going to explode....
sorry.... i had to rant..... or else i was going to explode....