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you are my only one. ah good song. yes, i miss him. can't help it. idc anymore what anyone says. they don't understand how i feel. but it's ok.
at school right now in the library with steph. just finished the most crucial part of our project. ah. yeah. so ryan is being all over me again. idk what is up with that. i dont want to act like i like him but you know? yeah ash does. she understands about this stuff with him. she helped me out a lot last night. and i want to thank liz as well for another reason and something she said to ash. she is real nice for doing that. :-D.
study hall was extremely boring. haha, kat isnt in there with us anymore. it is only the same people besides her. i'm not suppose to be in there but i sign in anyways. lol. why not? i love my girl that is in there.
i guess scott stayed home today to "recover" from his hand. last night was mighty fun if u ask me. kinda sucky in ways but fun. ryan called me last night and apologized for being such an ass to me. we talked for a while about a whole mess of things. i do care about him but i have to be straightforward with him.
- so he doesn't think i'm easy.
- so he doesn't realize i still care.
- so he won't take advantage of me cause i "love him"
- so britt doesnt get mad at me haha
- because i just hate crying these days
- i dont wanna get broke again.
basically. ok well i have to stay for talent show practice with little jordan, the best voice ever kid, today. i'm out so i don't get in trouble. i'm basically done rambling. bye.
oh yes if anyone wants a layout done i have really beautiful photograph, layout backrounds of adriana lima (a really pretty model) so if anyone wants one done leave me a comment or just let me know.
<3rach