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I haven't written in such a long time because I've been grounded. So today is Christmas. Heh, I guess merry christmas? Lol, it's been okay. I haven't been doing shitttt. But my life is GOOD.
Hm. Yes, so I have a new little boyfriend type thing whom I like very much. George. "Horhay" I like him quite a lot. Yesh. I'm very much haven't been thinking about Bator at all. I don't care much anymore.
So 5 or 6 days ago I went to cheerleading and Laura was all happy (of course) and said that she knows this kid that is really hot and he wanted a cute girlfriend. I was like "oh, for real?" not thinking very much of it. Well I saw him. HOLY SHIT. So fucking sexy.
He is half white half cuban. How how is that?!?! He's a freshman but I don't really care. Yeah we have been talking a lot!! It's been awesome blossem. Yeah so he is a little taller then me. Nice body, varsity wrestler. He talks spanish. I love that. Lol. He is tan, dark brown/black hair, nice light/medium brown eyes and he is extremely dreamy. I've been so happy talking to him. We have SO much in common and yes I like him a lot. He was gunna ask me out after my game but he didn't. :(. I'm confused.
Yeah, and then bad news with Ryan's mom. She got in a car accident and I was really upset. I RAN in the rain looking for Ryan, cause Ryan's mom didn't know where he was and then Nick called and said she was okay. Big relief on my part. Because her car got mad fucked up. Yeah.
So got some cute shit for Christmas. It does not feel like Christmas. Hm. Yes. Now I'm at Aunt Shelley's house with Stephanie. It's Christmas. How fun?? Yeah, but it's ok. It has been alright. Spent the day at Steph's playing with Serena, Savannah, and chillen with Mizz White.
Yep I'm still grounded but my dad is letting me go out a total of 3 times this weekend. So I'm saving it for New Years. :-D. Bad things. J/k. But yeah hopefully and maybe I can spend it with George Steph Scott and Ash. Hopefully Ash. I miss her.
Okay well I am gunna go cause I'm leaving at 10. Also RIP mom. I love you.
So what, I'm better off in every way,
When I'm standing in the pouring rain.