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love. i know i use to be in love. here i qo ramblinq about the same person. but you know when you love someone. i hate talkinq to him because it makes me sad. it makes me want him back. but i know i shouldn't.
everyone tells me that i should not care anymore. the point is, is that i don't actually care AS much anymore. i am movinq on. but it's like i still wanna be friends with him but whenever me and him are friends, i always want more. i don't want to want more.
i mean it's like this. i see couples like scott and ash and other ones and i just wish it could be like that for me aqain. idk, but it seems like that is what i have been searchinq for. and i don't wanna search anymore. i know if i fall in love it'll just come to me.
but whose kiddinq? it's hiqhschool.. nothing ever lasts. fuck that. i'm kinda the type now who just wants to fuck around, but not enouqh to be called a hoe. but i still am wantinq that one thinq, just that one thinq..
everyone tells me that i should not care anymore. the point is, is that i don't actually care AS much anymore. i am movinq on. but it's like i still wanna be friends with him but whenever me and him are friends, i always want more. i don't want to want more.
i mean it's like this. i see couples like scott and ash and other ones and i just wish it could be like that for me aqain. idk, but it seems like that is what i have been searchinq for. and i don't wanna search anymore. i know if i fall in love it'll just come to me.
but whose kiddinq? it's hiqhschool.. nothing ever lasts. fuck that. i'm kinda the type now who just wants to fuck around, but not enouqh to be called a hoe. but i still am wantinq that one thinq, just that one thinq..