wow
I feel so expressive right now.
Like I'm bursting with emotion.
For the longest time there was sooo much I was just holding back.
I was holding it all inside because I was scared...but what's left to be scared of?
I've been hurt, I've been lied to, I've been through so much that there's nothing I should be scared of anymore. I mean yeah, I don't want to experience those again, but it happens. And if I keep worrying about it, it's going to keep me from having a good time, from meeting people who could be so wonderful.
SO, to anyone who has hurt me or lied to me...fuck you. I'm still a great person. You may have done some temporary damage, but you made no TRUE impact on my heart. You're worthless to me and to anyone else who knows the real you. So congrats on being a piece of shit :)
So I'm getting ready for work. Oh baby...I'm averaging between $8-10 an hour just in tips. I get another 2 something on top of that. It's incredible. Going from 5.50 to that in just a week...I love it. I miss my buddies at Cici's but I told them I'd go visit them when I got off today.
Well, I better go. I'm going to eat and finish getting ready.
<3
Like I'm bursting with emotion.
For the longest time there was sooo much I was just holding back.
I was holding it all inside because I was scared...but what's left to be scared of?
I've been hurt, I've been lied to, I've been through so much that there's nothing I should be scared of anymore. I mean yeah, I don't want to experience those again, but it happens. And if I keep worrying about it, it's going to keep me from having a good time, from meeting people who could be so wonderful.
SO, to anyone who has hurt me or lied to me...fuck you. I'm still a great person. You may have done some temporary damage, but you made no TRUE impact on my heart. You're worthless to me and to anyone else who knows the real you. So congrats on being a piece of shit :)
So I'm getting ready for work. Oh baby...I'm averaging between $8-10 an hour just in tips. I get another 2 something on top of that. It's incredible. Going from 5.50 to that in just a week...I love it. I miss my buddies at Cici's but I told them I'd go visit them when I got off today.
Well, I better go. I'm going to eat and finish getting ready.
<3