May 10, 2003 12:52
Last night was a really bad night. It was Uncle Danny's funerla in Rexdale, Toronto. It was really hard. Well i barely knew him but i remember him from when i was younger. It just brings up everything that i went through with my grandfather and grandmother. I can't handle it. When both my aunts went up to say a speech, i just dropped it. It was like a bomb hit me right on the spot. I cried on the way home thinking about everyone that i know that died.
Robyn, my grandma, grandpa, aunt's and uncles. Its not good and i hate it. And im sick and tired of hearing other people saying they are going to die and blah blah blah.
i unno maybe it's just me. Ive had a lot of things on my mind besides that.
Im still deciding whether im going to be moving to Montreal this summer or not. Its a big desicion. but the was its going i think i might. its sumthing i really want to do. Its already set up for me to live somewhere. but i dunno yet.
Even though i know lots of people would be really angry at me.
right now i really dont care. it would be my choice anyways. My parents are ok with it. ive already spoken to them about it.