GIRL MEETS GIRL, GIRL SAYS OTHER GIRL IS CUTE, GIRL KISSES GIRL, GIRL 1 CRIES ALOT, GIRL 2 PHONES

Apr 02, 2005 12:58

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GIRL 1, GIRL 2 LIKES GIRL 1 ALOT.

I kissed a girl called Rachel, who i think is just gorgeous, and she has the cutest laugh.
phil knows. he saw.
he cries to hard.

BECKY
Fliss kept encouraging me and rachel and playing cupid. and i fell for it. i blatently said in front of you two, that i missed phil already.

fliss:are you ok??
me:im ok coz im confident we'll get back together
fliss: dont get your hopes up!
me:*confidence lost, now thinking maybe we wont!*

later in the night

fliss:are you ok phil?
phil:not really
fliss: kat thinks you and her will get back together
phil: and so do i, i really really want to.

but the question is,

why didnt Fliss tell me??? why did she carry on trying be cupid??? grrrrr.

we might be getting back together tho, hes picking me up in a bit and we're gonna sit somewhere apparently. i think he slept with kim last night, if not she defo stayed at his. last night he went out and he was texting me such delights as:

+ "oh dear im crying in the street and poor kim has to put up with it."

+ "what do i do? i feel empty!"

+ "i just wanna hold you and be near you! i really cant take this!"

+ "i cant fuction like this. i dont have you as mine! i hate my life without you."

+ "i feel lost, i dont know what to do. i'm empty, incomplete"

+ "we cant go on like this. really want you to be here. if i hadnt been drinking id come get you, hug you and love you. want you with me, forever!"

+ "i dont know what to do, i feel a bit betrayed by you but i still wanna make it work. god help me..."

+ "i dont know baby. i feel shit without you!"

+ "you can come away with me if you want, do us some good to get away from luton i think! oh, and i forgive you (i had asked him to forgive me earlier.) but i dont coz it isnt important, what is, is that we do what is right for us baby!"

+ "you can always come home with me next week if you want. would be nice."

+ "i still want you. really miss you."

so what do you think people?!?!?!?!?!

xxx
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