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This is gonna be:
weird
VERY different
and also, EXTREMELY hard
but i think i can do it
I REALLY hope i can get through this
Nobody understands that without this person by my side my whole entire life will change dramaticlly. For the past 4 years iv had him in my life and to be honest it seems he has been my whole entire life
I just wish people would understand more of how life changeing it is instead of calling me dumb stupid ect. for being with him for this long
Yes, i will admit...hes abusive, and abuses me physically a couple times and emotionally but when hes not drunk, he was nothing but AMAZING
I love this kid but it will never work out, and it kills me to say that because i know its true
it hurts so much
its gonna be so hard to not call him.....iv already almost done it several of times but i just put the phone down
i cant talk to him.