In moments like these
I am close to give it up completely. But then...I couldn't do that. This would mean I would need to give up everything which ever had to do with Japan and that's probably impossible. Nevertheless, in moments like these, I wish I never had the weird idea to finally start studying Japanese. There are several moments, when I felt like that...moments like
✿ The day before yesterday, when i just googled some stuff again and noticed how much I hate the japanese female wording. There is nothing more annoying for me than watching tv shows with annoying high pitched women who always go with "kawaiiiiii naaaaaa" It's bothersome I would slap anyone's face who would dare to call anything of me kawaii. It's just off-putting
✿ Everytime when I watch something and have no idea what's going. It's like you are getting all angry about yourself for being so stupid
✿ Moments like today when a certain japanese wrote: "日本語がおかしい海外の人がコメントして," No idea what his intention was, but as stranger I guess it's normal to think: "thank you, asshole?" XD I mean I am the only stranger who comments frequently there and he can't remember the country where I am from and furthermore he uses the nice adjective okashii which can mean anything from funny to strange to improper. Well maybe I should be happy that he at least remembered that I am a stranger? Or he probably didn't remember it but read it from my okashii japanese LOL . Damn him, should burn in fire lol. I can bet my japanese is better than his english and so my german definitely is too. >__<
Result: Damn sucky J-Web from today can burn in fire too. I won't continue suffering. Seriously! I will just pray hard that ashkt does it again. I will just have a day off from all japanese stuff, music included...baah..I don't even know when i had such a day in the last years. I think I never had such a day.
PS. Unfortunately I thought about it now..and remember...I think I call our guinea pigs every day I look at them: "kawaii~ o_o" epic fail XD
✿ The day before yesterday, when i just googled some stuff again and noticed how much I hate the japanese female wording. There is nothing more annoying for me than watching tv shows with annoying high pitched women who always go with "kawaiiiiii naaaaaa" It's bothersome I would slap anyone's face who would dare to call anything of me kawaii. It's just off-putting
✿ Everytime when I watch something and have no idea what's going. It's like you are getting all angry about yourself for being so stupid
✿ Moments like today when a certain japanese wrote: "日本語がおかしい海外の人がコメントして," No idea what his intention was, but as stranger I guess it's normal to think: "thank you, asshole?" XD I mean I am the only stranger who comments frequently there and he can't remember the country where I am from and furthermore he uses the nice adjective okashii which can mean anything from funny to strange to improper. Well maybe I should be happy that he at least remembered that I am a stranger? Or he probably didn't remember it but read it from my okashii japanese LOL . Damn him, should burn in fire lol. I can bet my japanese is better than his english and so my german definitely is too. >__<
Result: Damn sucky J-Web from today can burn in fire too. I won't continue suffering. Seriously! I will just pray hard that ashkt does it again. I will just have a day off from all japanese stuff, music included...baah..I don't even know when i had such a day in the last years. I think I never had such a day.
PS. Unfortunately I thought about it now..and remember...I think I call our guinea pigs every day I look at them: "kawaii~ o_o" epic fail XD