Remembrance
I love the tune of crickets. I heard one a few minutes ago...it's a seldom. There are no crickets here usually...so this sound made me happy...
Normally if you hear crickets, you think of the countryside, fields, grassland and cereals which are moving softly because of the wind which blows slowly. It's when the sun rises or goes down again...when it shines with its red light on the fields...
that's a pretty nice atmosphere..I noticed that right now and wish there would be such situation right now.
But it's grey...grey heaven...uncomfortable and it's raining soon I guess...there are some raindrops at my window....oh...it already started....there is the cricket again...lovely...
I never realized how beautiful such moments are...I miss those days..when I was at my aunt's and uncle's in the village. We loved to run through the fields..playing hide and seek...eating corncobs and playing in the little park in front of the fields...there was such a pretty old carousel...when it was hot we liked to be there a lot while eating ice-cream which we bought in the little consumption...or just got it from my aunt.
The rain got stronger....why it is this way....the town is crying...I understand very well...actually it is always crying....it hates to be in such situation...
Why am I wallowing in memories? It's over...those days will never come back because they are gone. The days are gone, my aunt is gone, my two cousins are gone and my other aunt is also gone...and the childhood is just gone...why must everything go? It's a pity...but new things will also come...but it's worrying...being too old to abdicate resposibility....the earth is crying too much...poor town...my little beautiful hometown which it was once....
Normally if you hear crickets, you think of the countryside, fields, grassland and cereals which are moving softly because of the wind which blows slowly. It's when the sun rises or goes down again...when it shines with its red light on the fields...
that's a pretty nice atmosphere..I noticed that right now and wish there would be such situation right now.
But it's grey...grey heaven...uncomfortable and it's raining soon I guess...there are some raindrops at my window....oh...it already started....there is the cricket again...lovely...
I never realized how beautiful such moments are...I miss those days..when I was at my aunt's and uncle's in the village. We loved to run through the fields..playing hide and seek...eating corncobs and playing in the little park in front of the fields...there was such a pretty old carousel...when it was hot we liked to be there a lot while eating ice-cream which we bought in the little consumption...or just got it from my aunt.
The rain got stronger....why it is this way....the town is crying...I understand very well...actually it is always crying....it hates to be in such situation...
Why am I wallowing in memories? It's over...those days will never come back because they are gone. The days are gone, my aunt is gone, my two cousins are gone and my other aunt is also gone...and the childhood is just gone...why must everything go? It's a pity...but new things will also come...but it's worrying...being too old to abdicate resposibility....the earth is crying too much...poor town...my little beautiful hometown which it was once....