for the record, this sort of thing isn't below me anymore. you fucked up my life and i'm done turning the other cheek.
TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN:
because i know that you check my journal periodically just like you did to jen after your friendship with her ended....and i'm sure you still do for whatever sick, twisted reason...i decided to make this post public just for YOU. yes, that's right...you're oh so special.
so yeah, just to catch you up...i'm done with school. i landed a job at a restaurant in north hollywood. i hostess on the weekends...and i showed these lovely two people to their table today:
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she touched my hand and said "thank you".
aw, too bad you're not here in california, huh? yeah...that's so sad.
i send all my love to YOU and to TORRINGTON!!! torrington IS beautiful this time of year, isn't it?