I'm sorry, I broke it all.
Reading the comments people left on my facebook is truly amazing. and a lot of what Jordan told me is amazing too.
I was so ready to call her up and apologize about what I did. I still will, just not now. Not to mention my mom has basically taken her side on the story. She didn't believe me that Meryl and I didn't have sex. Which pissed me off. And why would I lie about the Morgan thing?
But anyways, slowly... but surely... I am getting over it. Maybe I can salvage a friendship. Maybe I can't. But I can get over it. and I will.
I still feel like shit but oh well, I love her and I have to let her go. She's better off without me. I only wish I could say the same about me...
I was so ready to call her up and apologize about what I did. I still will, just not now. Not to mention my mom has basically taken her side on the story. She didn't believe me that Meryl and I didn't have sex. Which pissed me off. And why would I lie about the Morgan thing?
But anyways, slowly... but surely... I am getting over it. Maybe I can salvage a friendship. Maybe I can't. But I can get over it. and I will.
I still feel like shit but oh well, I love her and I have to let her go. She's better off without me. I only wish I could say the same about me...