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NO MORE NEGATIVETY.
It's seriously enough already.
I don't pretend to think I'll never be seriously sad again, but enough of me wallowing in it.
I played dee-jay for like two hours.
I may love music.
I think I really need to have a radio show and/or preform again and/or get an ipod. I never get to just chill with music and do what I want and...I think I might really like my musical taste.
See also: I want an icon of Jack Sparrow that says " ...and it is, it is, a glorious thing to be a Pirate King." I think this is an important thing in my life.
See also: I looked really hot on thursday and no one played the dreaming. It's still too fragile to stand on it's own without staff or plot being out, I guess. There's prolly gonna be a hot mod on Halloween soooo...people should play.
Ellie is a good person. She deserves some respect for the fact that she actually can be a really good friend.
I'm actually happy to be home. It's weird.
God...life...I feel like you can look at it as soooo awful and make yourself sad and hurt or suffering or you can just...enjoy it, in the Eternal Sunshine sense of the phrase.
All my life I secretly wanted things to be easy. I thought...you'd get through the pain and then you'd never have to worry about being sad anymore. That's not really true.But I don't want to die knowing I took all that I'd been lucky enough to actually have for granted. I have my own talents. I have quite a lot of friends. I'm in good health. I have a wonderful family and I'm lucky enough to be in a loving relationship.
ENJOY IT JASMINE. And thank God you're alive.
Also: I want the money to go to another Anime Convention. I want to cosplay as either Orihime from Bleach or Naru from Love Hina. I don't know where this desire to cosplay came from but it's been bubbling inside me for quite a while.
Yeah. Okay then.
It's seriously enough already.
I don't pretend to think I'll never be seriously sad again, but enough of me wallowing in it.
I played dee-jay for like two hours.
I may love music.
I think I really need to have a radio show and/or preform again and/or get an ipod. I never get to just chill with music and do what I want and...I think I might really like my musical taste.
See also: I want an icon of Jack Sparrow that says " ...and it is, it is, a glorious thing to be a Pirate King." I think this is an important thing in my life.
See also: I looked really hot on thursday and no one played the dreaming. It's still too fragile to stand on it's own without staff or plot being out, I guess. There's prolly gonna be a hot mod on Halloween soooo...people should play.
Ellie is a good person. She deserves some respect for the fact that she actually can be a really good friend.
I'm actually happy to be home. It's weird.
God...life...I feel like you can look at it as soooo awful and make yourself sad and hurt or suffering or you can just...enjoy it, in the Eternal Sunshine sense of the phrase.
All my life I secretly wanted things to be easy. I thought...you'd get through the pain and then you'd never have to worry about being sad anymore. That's not really true.But I don't want to die knowing I took all that I'd been lucky enough to actually have for granted. I have my own talents. I have quite a lot of friends. I'm in good health. I have a wonderful family and I'm lucky enough to be in a loving relationship.
ENJOY IT JASMINE. And thank God you're alive.
Also: I want the money to go to another Anime Convention. I want to cosplay as either Orihime from Bleach or Naru from Love Hina. I don't know where this desire to cosplay came from but it's been bubbling inside me for quite a while.
Yeah. Okay then.