Sep 13, 2007 17:37
If I had ONE wish...
There is only ONE thing in the world that I would ask for, given the chance. This ONE thing...it's like if God would let me have it (again) I would never ask Him for anything, ever again. It's one of those things. And I mean it, I wouldn't ask for anything else. Some of you might think you know what it is, and you're almost right. But you're wrong. You see, ya'll think I would ask to have someone back in my life, to be able to hold her close, kiss her good morning, tell her that I Love her...And in a way you're right, but on the other hand, you're wrong. Because I know I can't have her back, she's gone. And I don't just mean in the physical sense, yea sure she moved to Colorado and I haven't heard from her since...But that's not what I mean. She's gone, the Andrea that I fell in love with so long ago it seems an eternity has passed, is no longer. She's different, even the way she talks isn't her any more. I've fianlly come to the realization that the last four years of my life have been a waste of time, as far as her. But in the way you're right is this; I do wish I could have those things, those feelings...with someone. I just don't know who that someone is, not yet. My ONE wish would be to know who it is.