Weekend Stuff...
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Friday night I went on a date, which was okay, but I wasn't all that interested in the person.
Which really set off the rest of the weekend.
Saturday I went to Dan's (Lissa's brother) wedding with Melissa. She was the best looking brides maid there.
She's such an attractive woman. We were having fun dancing, and hangin out with the family.
Cut in case Lissa doesn't want to read the rest.
Towards the end of the night the guy she's seeing showed up, and my heart just sank.
I've never wanted to hit someone so bad in my life, and I don't know why I'm mad at him.
I never really knew how much I liked Melissa, and I just can't see her with another guy. It totally flips my insides and sends me in to a week long depression. When I was on the date I kept thinking how much more fun it would be with her.
I keep thinking that boy, I'm going to look back on these journal entries and laugh at how silly I was being. When I think about past relationships that I was wrapped up in I remember how hurt I was with those, and I don't laugh about it. That was some serious shit.
I left there all pissed off and went over to my parents... I hung out with them till about noon on sunday. I went to Valley Forge to met up with my brother and his new girl that were hanging out at a Lexus G35 get together. There were a lot of nice cars there. I went home and felt really alone there, so I walked around West Chester. They had a concert & fair going on in the center of town. The one band played "Aint Misbehavin" which is one of my parents favorite songs to sing.
I left there and went to work for a few minutes, came back and started to watch "Spun". Lissa dropped in for a little bit then went back out. My brother and his girl stopped by, and we hung out on the balcony for awhile. It was really nice out there.
We went over to Miko's gf's house, had some wine, and chatted it up with her two housemates.
I got home and went to sleep.
Friday night I went on a date, which was okay, but I wasn't all that interested in the person.
Which really set off the rest of the weekend.
Saturday I went to Dan's (Lissa's brother) wedding with Melissa. She was the best looking brides maid there.
She's such an attractive woman. We were having fun dancing, and hangin out with the family.
Cut in case Lissa doesn't want to read the rest.
Towards the end of the night the guy she's seeing showed up, and my heart just sank.
I've never wanted to hit someone so bad in my life, and I don't know why I'm mad at him.
I never really knew how much I liked Melissa, and I just can't see her with another guy. It totally flips my insides and sends me in to a week long depression. When I was on the date I kept thinking how much more fun it would be with her.
I keep thinking that boy, I'm going to look back on these journal entries and laugh at how silly I was being. When I think about past relationships that I was wrapped up in I remember how hurt I was with those, and I don't laugh about it. That was some serious shit.
I left there all pissed off and went over to my parents... I hung out with them till about noon on sunday. I went to Valley Forge to met up with my brother and his new girl that were hanging out at a Lexus G35 get together. There were a lot of nice cars there. I went home and felt really alone there, so I walked around West Chester. They had a concert & fair going on in the center of town. The one band played "Aint Misbehavin" which is one of my parents favorite songs to sing.
I left there and went to work for a few minutes, came back and started to watch "Spun". Lissa dropped in for a little bit then went back out. My brother and his girl stopped by, and we hung out on the balcony for awhile. It was really nice out there.
We went over to Miko's gf's house, had some wine, and chatted it up with her two housemates.
I got home and went to sleep.