Oh damn, what a day...
So I didn't get much sleep the night before last, which made me insane to the slightest degree. Not too bad, but bad enough to notice. Heh. As a result, I fell asleep RIGHT AWAY when I got home. Something around 8 PM. I woke up around 10:30, afraid that it was somewhere around 2 or 3. Good thing it wasn't. If it was, I would have missed a phone call from some collection agency. Some chick called with a weird accent, asking for Shushtin Carmill or something like that. Fucking bullshit. So I was all like "Let me get him" and just held the phone for about a minute. Then when I answered, she handed the phone over to some dude. FUCKING WHORE!!! He was calling to tell me that I needed to pay off some debt or else they would come after me to the fullest extent of the law. Naturally, this put me in a funk (One which I plan to get the fuck out of by the time this paragraph is over =/ ). Now this shit just pisses me off. I got this account so that I could "Earn good credit early!", but it turns out that all it has done is FUCK with my credit. So I don't know what I am going to do about it. Maybe hope it goes away. I just don't really know... Fuck. Grr....Eep... My arm was resting on a razor. That could have been bad. It's gotten rusty, though, because I was using it to scrape off algae in my tank. (The fucking tank that Steven broke![I need to call him, but I lost his number]) So yeah... Maybe I should move onto another paragraph or something...
Ok, here we go... This will make it easier to read and such.
So I have no idea how to handle the situation. =/ If I don't show up to school, some of you will know why... The fact that I only have about 20 bucks to my name, and the fact that I owe my school around $1k and the collectors around $500, seems like I won't be able to do much. Oh, and I quit my job. I am glad. That shit was fucked up. Any ways...
So now I sit in my room, not knowing what to do. I could pack a bowl and slip into sweet bliss like a shotgun to my head, or I could just lament all day until something happens... Well I am impatient, so yeah. Most of my fucking friends wouldn't talk to me if they knew I smoked. Plus, others who would, just wouldn't want to hang out with me when I am doing it. I know that a lost of you would, though. You guys are cool. As for the rest of you, whatever. I got on Honor Roll last quarter and I was high as a kite. Hmm... I know that I am going to kick major ass this quarter. Woot.
I need to get my car fixed so that I can get out and go chill with people. I might go see Team America: World Police this weekend with Jeff and peeps from school. That would be cool. Maybe at Parkway or something. Faaaaaaaack, it's hot in here....
"Hesh wants some sex! Shut up! Debie, get down here! Hesh wants some sex! Be really funny when I crack you with a pipe! Uhh... Wait a second.... Uhhh..... SEX!!!"
Angel keeps IMing me at inopportune moments. She says something. I do my generic one-word response, and then she goes off on how she doesn't want to get back together and she just wants to be friends, then she makes it painfully obvious that she is "Just the same Angel from Ecrush". Ugh... Like I need MORE drama...
Ok, I have let my tobacco water pipe sit there long enough... Ranting must be put on hold for a little bit. Fuck, I wish I could find my headphones. One ear just isn't enough. =( Ranting has made me feel a bit better, though. Damn, it's been a while. But FUCK it's hot in here!!!
Ok, just a little more ranting...
I can't find my old cell phone, which has all of my phone numbers. So I NEED YOUR CELL PHONE NUMBERS!!!! I only have about ten out of around 60, so I need to get back on that. I have the following...
Chris N
Brandon
Rotz
Mom
Dad
Connor
Heather (from work, not Heather on DJ)
Some chick that follows me around at work
Michelle
Janette
If I didn't get your number from you personally, then I probably don't have it!
Well, shit. I guess that I am losing a bit of steam... With loss of steam, I should take in smoke, right? 0.o Gimme a minute...
Oh, and I just can't wait for the "You shouldn't smoke! It only ruins lives!" Just save your breath, please. =] Be my friend or don't. The less friends I have, the more I smoke. Ironic, isn't it?
FUCK!!!!!! I CAN'T FIND MY LIGHTER!!!!! Goddammit... Gimme a sec....
*5 mins*
FUCK!!! I CAN'T FIND MY EYELINER EITHER!!!! Goddammit... I require more seconds to spare....
*20 mins*
Damn. Gotta use my Zippo. Those are just for show. They got it right in Hellboy. It kills the flavor... Found my eyeliner, though. Daryl Hannah did something pretty cool in Blade Runner. All black on the eyes and the bridge of the nose, then a white face. Maybe I should try that..
*2 hits*
Damn. No one to pass it to.
*2 more*
Ok... Guess I will put this game on pause. Heh. The end of Blade Runner is on now, so I need to turn on the audio. This is so awesome... Heh. Oh! It is also cool to look at the Matte paintings in the background. They are good, but they are a bit too bright and such.
"Quite and experience to live in fear, isn't it? Now you know what it's like to be a slave..."
"All these moments will be lost in time" or something along those lines.
This is crazy that they made a news brief on this... Heh. http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/entertainment/825641.stm
"If only you could see what I have seen with your eyes...."
I have devised a brilliant scheme to play Pink Floyd's The Wall without have to press "Play" Mwa ha ha ha!!! Entertainment!!! =] Hehe.
I had better post this now. I am watching The Wall... So good... Oh, my Rivertank is up and running, if anyone wants to see it. It is pretty cool. I'm gonna get some newts. =]
The Alleged,
~ Jhustin Saine
Ok, here we go... This will make it easier to read and such.
So I have no idea how to handle the situation. =/ If I don't show up to school, some of you will know why... The fact that I only have about 20 bucks to my name, and the fact that I owe my school around $1k and the collectors around $500, seems like I won't be able to do much. Oh, and I quit my job. I am glad. That shit was fucked up. Any ways...
So now I sit in my room, not knowing what to do. I could pack a bowl and slip into sweet bliss like a shotgun to my head, or I could just lament all day until something happens... Well I am impatient, so yeah. Most of my fucking friends wouldn't talk to me if they knew I smoked. Plus, others who would, just wouldn't want to hang out with me when I am doing it. I know that a lost of you would, though. You guys are cool. As for the rest of you, whatever. I got on Honor Roll last quarter and I was high as a kite. Hmm... I know that I am going to kick major ass this quarter. Woot.
I need to get my car fixed so that I can get out and go chill with people. I might go see Team America: World Police this weekend with Jeff and peeps from school. That would be cool. Maybe at Parkway or something. Faaaaaaaack, it's hot in here....
"Hesh wants some sex! Shut up! Debie, get down here! Hesh wants some sex! Be really funny when I crack you with a pipe! Uhh... Wait a second.... Uhhh..... SEX!!!"
Angel keeps IMing me at inopportune moments. She says something. I do my generic one-word response, and then she goes off on how she doesn't want to get back together and she just wants to be friends, then she makes it painfully obvious that she is "Just the same Angel from Ecrush". Ugh... Like I need MORE drama...
Ok, I have let my tobacco water pipe sit there long enough... Ranting must be put on hold for a little bit. Fuck, I wish I could find my headphones. One ear just isn't enough. =( Ranting has made me feel a bit better, though. Damn, it's been a while. But FUCK it's hot in here!!!
Ok, just a little more ranting...
I can't find my old cell phone, which has all of my phone numbers. So I NEED YOUR CELL PHONE NUMBERS!!!! I only have about ten out of around 60, so I need to get back on that. I have the following...
Chris N
Brandon
Rotz
Mom
Dad
Connor
Heather (from work, not Heather on DJ)
Some chick that follows me around at work
Michelle
Janette
If I didn't get your number from you personally, then I probably don't have it!
Well, shit. I guess that I am losing a bit of steam... With loss of steam, I should take in smoke, right? 0.o Gimme a minute...
Oh, and I just can't wait for the "You shouldn't smoke! It only ruins lives!" Just save your breath, please. =] Be my friend or don't. The less friends I have, the more I smoke. Ironic, isn't it?
FUCK!!!!!! I CAN'T FIND MY LIGHTER!!!!! Goddammit... Gimme a sec....
*5 mins*
FUCK!!! I CAN'T FIND MY EYELINER EITHER!!!! Goddammit... I require more seconds to spare....
*20 mins*
Damn. Gotta use my Zippo. Those are just for show. They got it right in Hellboy. It kills the flavor... Found my eyeliner, though. Daryl Hannah did something pretty cool in Blade Runner. All black on the eyes and the bridge of the nose, then a white face. Maybe I should try that..
*2 hits*
Damn. No one to pass it to.
*2 more*
Ok... Guess I will put this game on pause. Heh. The end of Blade Runner is on now, so I need to turn on the audio. This is so awesome... Heh. Oh! It is also cool to look at the Matte paintings in the background. They are good, but they are a bit too bright and such.
"Quite and experience to live in fear, isn't it? Now you know what it's like to be a slave..."
"All these moments will be lost in time" or something along those lines.
This is crazy that they made a news brief on this... Heh. http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/entertainment/825641.stm
"If only you could see what I have seen with your eyes...."
I have devised a brilliant scheme to play Pink Floyd's The Wall without have to press "Play" Mwa ha ha ha!!! Entertainment!!! =] Hehe.
I had better post this now. I am watching The Wall... So good... Oh, my Rivertank is up and running, if anyone wants to see it. It is pretty cool. I'm gonna get some newts. =]
The Alleged,
~ Jhustin Saine