Apr 02, 2009 20:34
there comes a time in a person's life when they should feel the need to get away and be by themselves...
i have reached that point...however my previous actions have acquired me a set of bill-collectors that utterly refuse to leave me be...
so i walk through the valley of the shadow of death...looking back and realizing there's nothing left...toiling long...days gone...i really wish there was nothing left...
realizing how i dream...knowing what i've lived for thus far lends me nothing but hope and modesty...ill prepared i press forward towards a light moving faster, faster still...
i open my arms...fiercely flapping the wings i don't have...stretching my neck towards a sun that won't beam...awakened by these songs of sadness i realize how truly unspecial i am...
in order to be...you must realize you are not...in order to live...you musn't die rather realize what it is...
in order to thrive...
i just don't know...and thats where my predicament is...
understand?