A meme from MySpace, because I'm bored...
Do people tend to walk all over you?
Yeah, actually, usually my mum and boyfriend.
Are you really happy or are you just saying that?
Right now, I’m not saying it at all, because I’m pretty fucking upset.
If you were kicked out of your current residence who would you call?
I don’t have a damn clue.
I’d just hope for the best, and probably start sleeping in my office…
When is the next time you'll see your closest friend?
December 3rd, hopefully!!!
What was the last reason that you cried?
I cried myself to sleep last night because I finally realized that Adam and I are never going to be happy together, because he doesn’t feel the same way about me/look at me like he used to, and I need him now more than ever...
Is there anyone you wish you were hanging out with right now?
No, I’d actually rather be alone.
You have siblings over the age of 21?
Nope, no siblings at all.
What is your favorite kind of weather?
Absoloutely when it’s sunny, snow or not, just as long as there’s no wind/rain.
What are you looking forward to this weekend?
Being able to sleep late in the mornings, alone.
Do you like hugs?
Yes, indeed!
Are you a loud person?
Not unless I’m very nervous in a conversation with lots of people and feel like I’m being left out.
Would you trade lives with a famous person?
No, because I couldn’t handle all the press and pressure of the famous life, though sometimes I think it would be easier, because then I could just say “Fuck it, pay off the press to go bug someone else” or some shit like that..?
Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong?
Yeah, because I have a very high opinion about my ability to sense the difference in accuracy.
Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
Probably, but not for the better.
What should you be doing right now?
Finishing “Incubus Dreams” and working on Anita’s fursona & Anthony’s commission of Heather Mason, because I need to start reading “Micah” before I leave to Seattle on the 2nd so I can return it when I get back D:
When was the last time you slept on the floor?
That one time when we stayed at Sol’s with Kenny, Aaron, and Timmy over, when NOBODY WOULD FUCKING SHUT UP, oh my god, I was so pissed off the next morning because I only got a half hour of sleep….
Are you the same as you were a year ago?
I fucking wish.. I gained about 45 pounds since then, because I developed an eating disorder while at college (read: eating-your-feelings-away disorder, yuck…)
Who was the last person you hugged?
Adam.
Do you like anyone?
Yes, and I love someone too, but he doesn’t love me as much as I love him..
Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
My dad gave me a chrysalis that hatched in my hands, if that’s what you mean?
Will you have a valentine next year?
Yes, but I don’t know if we’ll be getting along well or not….
When is the last time you saw your mom?
Last night.
Where is your favorite place to be?
Being spooned and held by Adam when he’s asleep <3
Have you ever been in love?
I am, as we speak :p
If you got married to your best guy friend, would you be happy?
Haha, I’d like to hope so, because Adam is my best guy-friend
What did you do this afternoon?
Read 8 chapters of “Incubus Dreams”, answered the phone a few times, told some guy from Connecticut where the library was, gave Adam a ride back from NP, got NASTY mashed potatoes from the store, and checked the mail.
When was the last time you smiled?
About half an hour ago, when Adam and Paul were talking about strippers :D
Can you use chopsticks?
Yes, very well actually.
I eat rice by the single grain with them!
Who was the last person you slept next to?
Adam, duh..
Do you still talk to the last person you dated?
…It depends what you mean by “dated”, because Autumn and I literally kissed & made up before she moved to Kodiak, so if that’s viable, then yes, I do, and I want her to come back to Unalaska!! :(
Do you have unlimited texting?
No, because I have a Work cell.
Ever cried because of happiness?
Only 3 times that I can think of.
Anything you're giving up on?
Maybe, but I don’t want to admit to it just yet..
Whose pool did you last swim in?
The School’s, and before that, my dad’s girlfriend Eileen’s!
Are you planning on throwing a party this summer?
No, because summer’s over, and I don’t have enough friends here to party with.
Which girl's house was the last you spent the night at?
UHH, wow, I’d have to say my Aunt Piama’s?
What makes you laugh?
Adam singing goofy parodies of pretty much any song, and him just being a crazy fucker in general <3
Where is your best friend at this exact moment?
Becky and Sung Min are both best friends of mine, and I love them both WHOLE BUNCHES!!
What sounds are you currently hearing?
“Monster in Your Parasol” by Queens of the Stone Age
Have you told anybody you loved them today?
Yes, but out of habit..
Are you growing apart from someone close?
God yes. Adam and I are beginning to get this way, because our feelings for each other have turned into some twisted form of “I love hating you, and I hate to love you because we can’t understand each other” and it’s just killing me that we can’t fucking talk about what’s ruining our relationship.
I really don’t want it to end :(
Where was your default pic taken?
Upstairs in my bedroom, on Halloween this year.
Have you ever liked anyone on your top friends?
Yes, absolutely; I’ve been attracted to four of them.
Been in a relationship with 1 and 3, currently in a relationship with one of those people, Adam/1, and am still very much in love with Autumn/3, even though we’re no longer dating and she lives too fucking far away, and she’s with someone else now…
are you in a good mood?
NO.
Do your parents like your number one?
My mum doesn’t like anyone, but she doesn’t really mind having Adam around, assuming that he helps out around the house (which he doesn’t), and my dad and him didn’t talk much, so I can’t say for sure what he’d say here…
What will you be doing in 3 hours?
Will probably be at home, reading, or on my computer checking Y-Gallery/FA for updates..?
What is your background on your phone?
A cartoon teddy bear’s severed head!!
Where is your favorite place to shop?
Fucking anywhere, as long as I can afford the stuff. For clothing, I’d have to say PalmerCash for online, Target for offline, and for random shit, XR LLC for personal stuff online, and Spencers for offline.
What is your favorite thing to wear?
Any of my shirts from PalmerCash. com, especially my one that has a silhouette of characters from Sesame Street in the background, and a passed-out BigBird in the foreground, with the words “PARTY FOWL” underneath him, because we all know that BB was a total user.. How the hell else do you make something up like a Snuffleupagus? I mean, come on, it even says that most people on the show didn’t believe in him until episode 2,096, for fucks sake.
Could you go a day without eating?
Yeah, which I should start doing, along with going to the fucking work-out room…
Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?
Doug from Alaska Commercial Co., about housing, here in Unalaska.
Are you single?
No.
Last person you text messaged?
Wow, uh, Timmy, I think? It’s been awhile..
What kind of phone do you have?
Sony Ericsson ZG170 or some shit?? It’s a pretty awesome phone!
It's 4 in the morning; your phone rings?
I’m going to be fucking pissed off, and hang up on the asshole, unless it’s a damn emergency.
When's the last time you said you were fine but really werent?
Right now, damn it.
Have you ever dated someone more than once?
Yeah.
Is there someone you know you should hate, but you can't?
Hmmm….. Good question, and yes, probably.
Ever receive a really long apology?
Yeah, but the asshole didn’t deserve forgiveness :(
Have you ever cried while in the shower?
Yep, frequently, actually, because it’s one of the few places I can truly be alone.
What does the 4th text message in your inbox say?
There is none (I deleted all the messages like a week ago.
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What do you miss about your past?
Being accepted by not only by my friends, but my parents as well.
If you were upset who's the first person you would go to?
Becky, hands down.
No matter what the problem is, I can always count on her to give me some wise information that will benefit the situation somehow, and she is always able to say something to make everything better <3
This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Head over heels for Adam, because things were better when we didn’t live with each other…
Two days from now this time, where will you be?
At home, probably in the shower after only being awake for a half hour or so.
Who was the first person you talked to today?
My boss, Paul :)
Have you ever been nice to someone who treated you like crap?
Yeah, too often, which is why I think people treat me like a fucking pushover now…
Would you ever live with anyone on your top friends?
In a heartbeat, as long as the rent wasn’t too much :p
Does anyone call you babe?
Adam and Autumn both have, in a serious way, but no-one else that I can think of.
Are you a jealous person?
Sometimes, it depends on what the situation is and who the person is, really.
Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today?
Uhm, no texts, but I did get messaged from both Sung-Min and my cousin Elliee on FB today :)
Talk to anyone you use to be involved with lately?
Yeah, Autumn, because I’m trying to get her to come back out to Dutch so I can make things better for her <3